I'm so sorry I had a really bad case of writers block it happens to the best of us but enjoy
songs-I see fire by Jasmine Thompson
The boys made there way to me.My body begins to heat up betraying me completely.I was so detracted by the warmth running through me that I didn't hear the dozens of car slam on there brakes coming to a screeching halt.I try to calm down enough to hear what's going on but all I can hear is my heart pounding as I lay on the cold road.
Through the haze I hear I growl come from behind me.I lift my head weakly,it takes a while for my vision to focus I see him.My dad walks to me quickly,placing his suit jacket over my body.He scoops me into his arms.And I can hear the viscous growls that comes form Revo and Lurick.My father doesn't say word for a minutes,and I can feel the rage coming from all 3 of them.
" You will not live through this if she does not,because as easy as a child breathes a wish at a dandelion...is exactly how hard it would be for me to tear your limbs from their sockets."My dad says with nothing but venom dripping from every word and walks aways.
I take one last look at my mate and his beta before my father places my in a black car.He places my head in his lap and runs his fingers through.I can't even remember the last time we where this close to each other.I look up to see him staring out the window eyes,unshed tears in his eyes.The last time I saw my father cry was when my mother died so I knew something was wrong.
"How did you know?"I ask,my voice cracking
"Jace."He answers his voice clipped.
"How much do you know?"I ask feeling a little better as we cross the pack line.
"Everything."He whispers.I understand why Jace told him but did he have to tell him all of it.
"Everything."I say.He nods his head and I groan.We stay silent for a long time,my mind racing a mile a minute.I hear a sob escape his throat.I look at him and see him crying.
"I failed you.I forced you into becoming someone you hated.I stopped being your father and I became your General.I didn't protecting you and left you to deal with the struggles of life on your own.But I never stop loving you and I'm happy to call you my daughter even though I haven't been much of a father."He says.I sit and listen,letting his words sink in.I didn't notice that I was crying till I felt tears stream down my face.
"You didn't fail me,you just stopped caring.It's okay because I never stopped loving you ether your my dad after all I mumble and whip his tears away.
"Forgiven?He ask with a smile
"Forgiven."I confirm with a grin.
8 months later
It's been hard the past few months me being in constant heat and all but the pack doctor gave me medicine that would suppress my heat for a few day at a time.Things in the pack where great.After I chewed Jaces head off for telling my father all my business I gave him the beta tittle.Unfortunately that means Nicki was Beta female and had control when I wasn't around,but that wasn't often.
Tonight we where having a bond fire and the whole pack was to attend.But first I had to have a meeting with the pack officers.I walk into the room to see every one already there.My father and his mate where on the left side of the table,Jace and Nicki sat on the right.At the end of the table was my top pack warrior and the elders of my pack.They all stand and bow before sitting.
We got into business quickly but half way through the meeting everyone stopped and began looking at me.I see Sam,my best warrior face turn bright red.My father jumps from chair and grabs me by my arm pulling me out of the room.
"What is the point of you having medicine if you don't use it.Everyone in a 5 mile radius can smell you."He barks at me.
"I took the pills this morning, but lately they haven't been working as good as they should."I say back quickly.
"Okay look I'll find out what's wrong until then go back to your room I'll rap up here."He says regretting yelling at her.I nod hug him and leave.
Once I get to the room I begin picking out my outfit.I choose a long Burgundy sweater and black legging,since it was chilly outside.I felt my body slowly tense up as the medicine left my system. I slowly walk to the bathroom and get in the shower letting the hot water loosening my muscles.I was in there for about an hour till I got out.I stood in front of my mirror try to decide what to do with my hair.I finally choose a loose curl.I was half way done curly my hair when the pain crept back into my body,but I push it to the back of my mind and finish my hair.
Once I was done,I put on my outfit and some black boot.I went back to the bathroom and put on some lips gloss.Then took 4 pills just to be cautious.When I walked outside I saw the bond fire in full swing as snow started to fall.The kids ran around playing tag,and the adults where cuddling with there mates.I felt a little sad as my mind flashes to Lurick.I snap myself out of it when people begin to clap for my arrival.I wait till it stops and begin to speak.
"Now I know the past few months haven't been easy.Some days have been down right unbearable,but you all have stuck by me and been my motivation.I am sorry that I wasn't there at the beginning but I'm am here for you now.And I always will be.So now let's party!"I give my speech and walk around giving hugs and chatting with people.I couldn't help but smile at the pack everyone looked happy and I couldn't help but feel the same.This is what I worked so hard for, lost so much sleep over.To see my pack happy and that made me happy.For once I felt joy.Little did I know pain was lurking in the shadows.
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