It has now been a week since I was locked in my room,only left to stare at the walls and die due to lack of penis. I never really thought much about how I was going to die,but never in a million years did I think it would be because Im horny .To say I am horny is an understatement,anything that is male and mobile I want to bone. Jace ordered all men to the south of our territory after I attacked and nearly rapped Derick when he came to check on me a few days ago. Jace and my father stayed.
"I think she is asleep we should come back later."Jaces voice breaks through the loud silence.
I'm awake."I mumble as I look up at the ceiling. Quickly Derick,Jace,and my father shuffle into the room.
They sit and watch me for a few minutes before Derick speaks."How you feelin'? He ask with concern as he takes my tempeture for the billionth time this past week.I don't even need to look at him to know that it's not good.My wolf had shut down on me yesterday. That only happens when your are a couple of days from dying,so I knew it was only down hill from here.I just didn't want to cause any more worry.I sat perfectly still while he continued to examine me.When he was done they all sat and began having small talk.
Hours passed and I still hadn't uttered a word.I turn to look at my father,try to permanently burn his features into my memory
"Dad I want to listen to me ok."I whisper,my voice cracks slightly from days of not talking.My father looks at me masking his worry and nods.I lift my body fight and pain that wanted to leak its way to the surface.
"I want the service at dawn when the sun rises,"I wait watching his reaction
"No I can't-"My father jumps from my small desk chair I look at him and I can see him breaking so I continue.
"I want to be buried by the tree in the middle if the meadow...you know where mom died?"I watch as the pain my father tried so hard to hide came out like a flood.I turn to Jace and arrange things for the pack making sure everything was in order with my last little bit of energy made sure my pack was ok.After I was finished I look at the two men I loved,the two people that meant the most to me and held back the sobs that wanted so badly to escape.
I'm sorry I couldn't be the Queen you wanted me to be."I whisper."I hope you can forgive me one day."
Abruptly my father stands storming out of my room quickly before I could stop him.Jace looks at me sorrow in his eyes he place a kiss on my forehead before leaving.I make sure they're out of hearing reach before I turn to Derrick.
"How long?"I ask.
"A few hours maybe a day at the most."He answers making no attempt to cover up the emotions in his voice.I nod my head and thank him as he leaves.
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Hours pace and my pain only worsens.I have completely lost my vision and the constant migraines where the least of my problems.I could feel my body giving up and slowly shutting down,betraying me.I focused on my heartbeat,its slow and staggered pace brought me some peace as I closed my eyes for the last time.
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Queen rouge vs.King alpha
WerewolfWhat we want the most can never be. We are too different for the ones around us to understand. We wish things were different perhaps we can love again in the next life but for now you must rule your kingdom as I rule mine