My Gang Leader

~Twenty-Six~

I woke up to knocking at my door, I tried to get up as I was held down.

I looked beside me and saw Ryder snoring softly. This is going to be hard.

I lifted his arm but his just pulled me closer.

"Ryderrrr someone's knocking at the door" I said as he just hummed in response.

"Come in!!" I shouted which made Ryder jump and wake up and the door open to my baby boy and Rebecca.

I smiled as he ran up to me and hugged me.

"Hey baby boy, are you okay?" I asked as he nodded.

"I'm so sorry Rebecca, for leaving Max with you last night. Where are the others?" I said and asked.

"Oh it's alright, he was knocked out by the time you were upstairs anyways. Oh and the others are in the guest rooms on the ground floor" she said smiling looking between me and Ryder.

I'll speak to you later I mouthed her as she got the idea and left.

"So baby what's up?" I aisles my little boy.

"Hmm nothing but why is dad here?" He said looking between us confused.

"Well buddy I'm not going anywhere and I'm going to be staying with you and mommy now, and I will never be leaving again." He said as Max jump over and hugged him.

"Gosh how much I missed this" I mumbled.

"What was that love?" Ryder asked and I shook my head to tell him it doesn't matter.

"Well boys, I'm going to shower so Max behave... and Ryder" he looked up at me "You also behave" I said as I wrapped a blanket around me and went to the bathroom.

I filled the bath up with a lot of bubbled and got in when suddenly my bathroom door was slammed open as I screamed at the top of my lungs to turn around and see Rebecca standing there pissing herself laughing...

"Ha ha very funny" I said as she went and sat beside the tub and I knew she was waiting for answers.

"Sooooo"

"I told him about my pregnancy and he was happy then started going on it it was a girl he'll need to lock her up from every guy" I said which she giggled at.

"Well I mean about feather?" She said

"What about her, he said that he's gonna end things with her... well I'm hoping he will. He's already told Max he's staying and not leaving again.." I said.

"Hm he'll stay with yours this time. I can feel it. Plus you should've seen the way his face lit up when he saw Max again"

"I know I guess I'm just scared... I can't go though that pain again.. not after last time it hurt way to damn much" I said in a hushed toned.

"I know Hun, I know" she continued "well, I should get going and leave you be, and it's Sunday so it's my day off, so I'll see you tomorrow" she said getting up and leaving.

I sat there thinking... what if.. just what if Ryder leaves us again..

Ugh I need to get that thought out of my head.

I slipped under the water removing all my thoughts.

45 minutes later....

I stepped out of the tub feeling like a raisin.

I wrapped a towel around me as I walked through to the bedroom walking I got the closet looking for so,etching to wear as I have work... shit work.