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Something from of my books/sexual abusive father

 I don't know if you should be concerned but here is my life story. 

But before some people to follow.

it's not a lot but just some people to get known for. 

They are

1.@Karamellah 

2.@chara_wins_the_game

3.@Eviscoolish 

4.@MamChusank 

5.@GoodWicth96

now for my life story from one of my books

Now I will tell you the story of my sexual abusive father. He and my mother met but she to have been just a toy to him like he was to me. They both never had a good life and I now I don't know what all my father went through but my mother has been, . . . Physical, bullied, Verbal, Sexual and Emotional . For me I have been thought bullied, Verbal, Sexual and Emotional. My father has been not there when my mother needed him the most. He made her friends when she final made some after and in high school. People in her young youth called and labeled her names like, here is one, a lesbian redhead. Last but not least my little brother I will tell you my half of my story but my brother has been hurt bu this man and Sexual touched. I would see this man hurt my brother when my brother was around well I was 13 when he started to do it daily. so my brother was 9 turn ten in Aug. Moving on from that when she told his my dad that she was pregnant with me he walked out and never came back until I was born and more damage was coming. When I was born he would never touch me. When I cried at night my first night he made my mother say in bed and leave me to cry myself to sleep. Yeah my first night. HE would order my mother around and and yell, hit the wall or anything he could get his hands on. Now you must be wondering did he hurt my mother. . . no he never had too. He almost with my baby brother when I was around 3. Yes I would have birthdays and gifts. I would be creative, smart, and born a puzzle master, and reader. Organizing my toy at 1 years old when I had toys. Have my first and only friend at 2. But this man has yelled maybe even hit me or did something when I did one mistake. I would barely eat meat at a young age and I don't know why but if I would never order a lot of meat. Maybe just one chicken leg. Yes people would get worried at me and my dad would try my dad would sometimes misses lunch for 5 hours or just don't feed me.

At the age of 5 he has touched me and at the age of 10 he was doing it again.....My best friend was moving away from me and around 10-13 he made my sleep with him when I first was having nightmares but I could sleep on my own and he would ask s o much for me...like. "Could you flash your shirt." or.."Could I have a kiss." I I..He touched and kissed me almost everywhere....I hated and when I got back into school I would dodge people in the halls, when someone touched my hand and didn't mean it...I would almost cry. I did a lot and went through a lot or so I though. I never flashed my shirt at him or well the r word thing. But he has touched me and he would wake me up at night torturing me until he was done or got bored to go to sleep. Then I would cry inside or curl up in a ball before he cuddle next to me and say I love you very much. Or thank you.

That is all I could say I'm almost crying right now and I don't want my mom to get all worked up.