People often say behind every strong and independent woman, there were days when she was alone and helpless.
Behind every heartless woman, there is an idiot who had done her wrong. Behind her strength and courage, lies battles and struggles which she fought and endures alone.
What do i say? I say behind every woman there is a story.
A story that no one else knows until she decides to share it. I too, have a story and this is my story.
Asve em
She was there
Looking up in the sky
Her hair sways from the cold breeze of december
Heart shattered from a boy not a man
Days being sad, Caked face
Eyes bloodshot
Cheeks dried in tears
Birthday ruined
Worst year and suffering
My world isn't like yours.
Am i too obvious now?
Never wanted to let anyone know
How do i still fake it
I laugh at school and
cry to my pillow
I love books, but not an open person
Should i write more to express?
Dont have readers, is what im thankful for
Got no friends back
I dont take it seriously but who am i kidding.
Never tried cutting it before, shall i consider it now?
Mama we're in a same roof
Where ya at
You better have my back
You see me standing but im dying on the floor
Amica mea in romanian
How are you?
Its been a year
I dont have guts to be there for you
They are there, they got your back always. You left me.
Why you act like i left you?
Its been you, all of you.
Some reasons i cant sing.
You have to see it through your damn eyes
Why cant you see it?
You're too bright but your mind is close
You admired me a lot.
Sorry for failing you.
Never want you to admire a broken lady
I am not just a girl
If you read this you know im talking about you my old friend.
I never lost you with my heart
Please dont put all the blame on me
It fucking hurt.
Make it stop.
Nobody can do it.
Aba up please. Im begging
Papa come home.
Its already time for you to go home.
Knowing you're tired and so do i.
Papa they made me feel im hypocrite.
An enemy to their hearts
A stranger to their eyes
A demon to their souls
Papa I cant face them anymore .
They made me feel this way same as how i see myself in my mirror.
I believed what they stated.
Cause i know deep inside me
I am a monster.
I've been keeping everything.
Aba up please save me.
Never want to feel it again
Wish i was numb.
God forgive me.
Im a mess. This is mess.
I cant blame you.
I can only blame myself.
I made them see me that way.
Its hurting to know that i was always behind their back,
Why me?
Karma where ya at
You better have my back
Cause you know damn well
I didn't deserve that.
From now on Ama be ruthless.
Iddu, just stay.
Gracias for staying up and waiting for 3 yrs till now.
I was wrong for letting you be with her.
Its time bebe.
Another year of waiting.
We're gonna reach it both,
Climb high & crawl.
Te amo.
Sometimes we react in anger, thinking about hurting those who hurt us, but we are hurting ourselves. In life, sometimes it is better to ignore situations. People and offences. Because the consequences can be irreversible and catastrophic.
Hardest pill i had to swallow this year was learning that no matter how good you could be to someone, no matter how much you love them, they can & they will turn their back on you & there's absolutely nothing you can do but suck it up & keep moving forward.
