I guess this is the second part of what happened for me and my so called ex.
I've talked to his tita, i said the news we had. Shared some emotions cause all of his family, this tita rowena was my closest of them all. Shes's kind and has a mother side for me whenever i need her. Surprisingly i also feel like were close, and comfortable.
Yet i found out that my ex just wanted a rest from our relationship, one more thing! I also found out that he's having a convo with t**** (girl name) and fortunately deleting convo.
I felt a sharp ping inside my heart, ofcourse i am hurt. Who wouldn't be?
I tried to talk to him since we never talked after the day 10/22/18
'Sana sinabi mo na lang na pagod ka na pala love, sana pinaalam mo na lang kasi alam ko na kalalabasan nito'
I said
'ILOVEYOU' was all he can say
'I found out you're deleting convo w t****, plus di mo pa inamin sakin that you're tired. Ngayon palang i can feel what was about to come, binigyan mo lang ako ng dahilan para malaman na di na pala dapat ako kumapit pa. Para saan pa? Aalis ka din lang naman. Kaya ba wala kang masabi kung kelan ka babalik? Kasi malabo na.' I speech
As of now im hurting and trying to heal, mas masakit pala ang katotohanan. Na dapat wala na akong kapitan.
It pained me how you said na we have future, little did i know it was a lie. Not a white lies.
It made my heart shattered by your acts that you're busy. Yet nagbulagbulagan ako. I can never express how i feel with people. Yes i cry but not for you anymore. I will try to delete the memories we have.
You gave me no choice love, how i wish you can actually read this but dang, you will never be able to.
I am thankful for those people who stayed and felt how i act strange or affected by the incident. Still thankyou for the 4 years
'Di nako magtataka if one day you'll fall w another girl' I said
Oh god, wala kang nasabi. It means ako na lang pala ang lumalaban. Is it bad to expect that you still care?
Well, no kasi you played the game very well. Now talo ulit tayo sa laban, panalo ulit ang reserba mo jr. Screw you
You cannot fight to a war na alam mong wala kang kalabanlaban.
"That was when i learned that the deadliest drug for a human is another human."
