Day 23 of 365
Today i lost another hope
4 of my sub failed
Went to my ears like a rang
And it came to my head like a pang
I can say i am not okay
As well as my grades spoke
Can it change by the higher grades?
Well it doesnt revise
I totally forgot that eyes can see
Mouth can say
Ears can hear
And a grades can speak
If you're smart enough
You could see
How i struggle to live
To not drown in my own thoughts
It kills me thinking the queen might be disappointed
For the first time
I let them down
It has made another lesson to my mind
To take another few steps back
Back for being too consequential
For letting it sink in
I must say it was not my so ordinary experience.
What do u expect?
First time having a 7 line straight.
It was an unfavorable scenario
Where in im also devastated
I cant be what they want me to be
And expect me to be
I am an ordinary human.
Not that super ordinary
But my chapters can tell that
Its a bit rough ride
Amica mea (romanian)
Please again join me through my doubts
Please get back home
Its been a rough ride isnt it?
Didn't u felt the same way?
Probably not.
You're skills are enough for you to not drown
You survive without deciphering my codes.
You did it! You still made it friend!
Im so proud!
But i dont have you.
You left.
I was there.
Just invisible.
Miss na kita kaibigan .
Kamusta ang ride sa sariling path?
Salamat at lumiko ka nang tinahak mo ang aking daan.
Makita kang okay na, doon palang.
Masaya nako.
You have made it finally!
Invisibility.
