Step Back

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A scenario where in you have to slow down, to make yourself know that it has to be slower than the rest of the furious happenings. Inch by inch and step by step.

It had made me another impact
A pang in my heart
And the aching sensation flows down through my veins.

I had found out that it was his first time encountering such tragic, I dont wanna lie how it hurts seeing him that way.
Had him watch and only ruining the night.

Party was felt at the moment
For them having a night to remember
It slit my power and drained me
Knowing the appearance of who i adore...

Was enjoying and i was suffering to death between life
Has said it twice but couldn't do as i say and shedding drops while writing these.

While on the other side was laying who i ador, wiping those drops that roled down my cheek,
Again it was painful.

God im sorry for doing such things
Swear! It wasn't planned
I never plan
For i to be perfect

How i ran to the loo
Just to burst the weight i have been carrying and managed to wipe it up then get back to my place.

Without evidences can trail my face
Proud was all i can feel towards the person in my 9 o'clock
Makes me feel ecstasy right now 

An inches between him
Who i sat and now i feel regrets
No regrets from loving
But to situations and wrong time

It actually feels right
Everything's feel okay, fine.
But the situation is wrong
As well as how it happened.

It felt relaxation from the warm
Warmth that came from who you love
4 hours of nap wasn't enough
And so the situation wasn't helping either.

Then there i knew
I had to be set free
And so do him and them
Needed to let it be and go

I had decipher what and where this would lend me or us. I had knew it ever since i decided, now it was another pain to end.

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