Day 29 of 365
It is a same scenario
Where in pain is the aftereffect
If only i could tell the whole story
If only i can make the old times
Make the clock reverse
Bring what once was mine
If is the only thing that left for me.
I could've done everything for the better
Pain pain go away, come again when im ready.
Mental break down is okay.
Im expressing to my pillow how i feel.
God please lend me more love
How i badly need it as of the moment.
I shared 3 majors why
One is family, two is friends
Three is home
3 majors i couldnt feel.
Friends and family there's home.
I keep asking god that he can take me whenever and wherever it goes, i had made up my mind to let it be.
And for the fact that i accepted it wholeheartedly. It may be not easier to think but i swear to my lord, whatever happens i can go with his flow.
I am in need of guide.
And the only one who can lend is aba up.
Its already obvious that the fact that i am not part of the league.
League of family
Friends league.
Home.
Self?
Am i really myself?
Or just an reincarnation
Is this body is mine tho?
Sana no na lang.
I keep repeating myself stating that im not me.
Because this is not just me!
Im not like this, im not used to this.
Not denial but heck its just really not so me! Mind would you stop think for a second?
Nah im good at hiding my thoughts.
