That One girl

Twelfth grade

The next day

I have to go to school today ugh I'm going to hate 12 grade.I get ready.I put on a white top,black ripped jeans,black leather jacket,and black boots.I do my makeup and grab my backpack.Sabrina kisses me and insist that she drives me to school.She kisses me for a couple of minutes.I fix my makeup and check myself in the mirror.“Ugh babe why again now the first day of school and I need to cover my neck because of a hickey.Great”I say“Bye babe love you”

“Love you too babygirl”She winks.This girl is gonna be the death of me.I walk into school to be tackled in hugs from my friends.Marilyn always gave me hugs every time she saw me.Brooklin is hot I have to admit.I mean I could drown in her emerald eyes.Y/F/N my bestie and she's dating Zach but he's been hanging out with Daniel,Jonah,Jack,and Peyton.I just don't want anyone to break her heart.We've been a tight group of friends since 5th grade.Peyten is like Riley.Natalie loves anime and I don't know why.Destinee slowly started to leave our group.Ok I have all my classes with Brooklin.One with Anna none with Peyten and Natalie and two with Marilyn.I have lunch with all of them though.

Skip to lunch

Me and the group sit together. “Guys um Y/F/N you already know but they don't.Guys I met someone”I say they squeal “Shut up”I say. “Some of you know I'm bi but a couple don't.”I say.

“I have a girlfriend.Sabrina Carpenter”.Right on cue Sabrina walks in and comes to me.Me and Brooklin are sitting insanely close and Sabrina notices. “Guys this is Sabrina,Sabrina this is Natalie,Peyten,Marilyn,and Brooklin”My voice trails off when I say Brooklin’s name.I stand up to let Sabrina sit down and I sit on her lap.She kisses my cheek and I blush. “Wow Y/N you blush I haven't seen you blush since we were 13 and Sabrina notic-”I cut  Y/F/N off and glare at her.Jonathan then comes and kisses my cheek where Sabrina did.I can tell Sabrina was trying so hard not to kill him.“I'll see you guys in class.Some of you”I say.I get up and pull Sabrina out of the cafeteria and into a janitor closet. “Hey princess stop getting jealous.I don't love any of them like I love you”I say.“Ok”She says.I kiss her and she kisses back.I bite her bottom lip asking for entrance.After a little she gives in and I slide my tongue in her mouth and tangle my hands in her hair and she wraps her arms around my waist.I tilt my head to deepen the kiss and slide my hands in her top.Great.Just when the fun was about to begin the bell rings.I just completely take off my makeup and fix my shirt.“We'll finish this when we the day's over”I say

We wall out of the closet to see Brooklin and Marilyn standing by the door.“Bye princess”I say.“Bye monkey” She walks out of the school. “Care to explain what that was about”Brooklin says “What are you talking about”I say. “Oh come on Y/N you two were not in there just talking.You took off your makeup.Tell us”Marilyn says. “After school” I say.

After school

Me:Hey princess me and my friends are going out.I won't be back till about 7 o'clock

Princess😘:Ok I'll be waiting in bed for you😏

Me:You can go from innocent to daddy real quick

Princess😘:I know

Me:Gtg bye princess

Princess😘:Bye

Me Marilyn and Brooklin walk to the park.We sit on the bench and then out of nowhere...“What happened with you and Sabrina in the closet?”Marilyn ask

“We made out because she was jealous”I say and blush

“I knew it!”They say in usion.I giggle.

“Have you guys done anything serious you know what I'm talking about.Have you guys had sex yet”Brooklin asks

“Um...maybe...yeah ok we have had sex a couple of times”I say.They squeal

“Ow my ears”I say.They laugh and then Marilyn says “Tell us why you did it”.

“Wow mom.”I roll my eyes. “We we're just having a moment then poom we were having sex”I say. “Ok I really should go I promised Sabrina we would uh… watch Harry potter”I say my voice cracks at the end. “Y/N what did you promise?”Marilyn ask sternly.

“Fine I promised her we would have sex”I say.After about ten minutes they let me go.I go on my phone and what I see breaks me.A picture of Sabrina and Bradley kissing.I fall on my knees.As I examine the picture I notice that she's wearing one of my hoodies.I cry and Marilyn and Brooklin come and help me stand up Brooklin picks me up and I cry in her chest.She walks me back to my house and tells me that I can spend the night at her house.I walk in and Sabrina grabs me.“I know you saw the picture he made me take the picture Y/N i love you more than anything”She says.

“I just need some time to think.Im staying at Brooklin’s tonight Sabrina”I say I take my brush toothbrush clothes an outfit for tomorrow my phone and earbuds.I walk out leaving Sabrina in my room.Brooklin drives me to her place.“Listen Y/N if Sabrina doesn't see how important you would be in her life that's her lost”She said now that we're at her house.I blush and hide my face“Sabrina deserves better than me I was stupid to think she loves me”I cry

“No Y/N your not stupid you're really smart and she will realize she needs you in her life”She says.

“I gave her my heart and she broke it.Was I to ugly for her?Was I not smart enough?Was I not nice enough to her?”I say.

“No Y/N.You're beautiful and smart and you treat her right she's the one that's stupid”She says.

“I just don't think I will find anyone like her.She was special.Her blue eyes that change color according to her mood.Her blonde hair.”I continue ranting until Brooklin kisses me.I kiss back softly.She pulls back blushing.“Finally you stop talking”She says. “I still love Sabrina.I looked in her eyes when I was getting my things.She was telling the truth.”I say.“I'll drive you there tomorrow after school babe”She says.I blush then hide my face in my hoodie.