A second chance at life

This is my real home.

I ran as fast as my little legs could take me. I could still hear Andy calling my name alone with CC. I climbed up a tree and cried quietly. Andy and the guys stopped under the branch and looked around. My legs were dangling off the branch and my show fell off. "Fuck." I mumbled undertaken breath. It hit CC in the head. They looked up at me. "Look Rebel I know you're pissed off at me but you don't need to throw you show at me." I tried no to laugh. "Look Rebel we didn't know you were abused at the orphanage but we would never hit you we love you." Jake said. Andy looked at me with pleading eyes to come down.

I had to jump and Andy caught me. He carried me home and he finally got home. He sat me on his couch and he ordered us a pizza. "Hey Rebel if it's ok I got pepperoni." I smiled. "I love it!" He laughed and sat next to me. I took off my shoes and leaned on him. He's gonna be a good dad. He started to sing 'sweet blasphemy'

Through sadness you have taught us to be one with the crowd

Unveil the sacred order, hymns of falling down

You told the greatest stories, of love and bleeding crowns

But to the sick and hungry, you cannot be found

We are young and we are strong

Through strength in self we become

Something more than they can be

I raise my heart and sing!

That I wont believe this lie

I know there's something more inside

When darkness is all you see

This is our Sweet Blasphemy

Silence the crooked holy, unchain the tied and bound

No time for allegory, one true reigning sound

Unite the lonely mourning, a simple servant now

We are the only glory, hear us screaming loud

We are young and we are strong

I raise my heart and sing!

That I wont believe this lie

I know there's something more inside

Darkness is all you see

This is our Sweet Blasphemy

(Andy Biersack)

"We are young and we are strong

Through strength in self we become

Something more than they can be

This is our Sweet Blasphemy"

That I wont believe this lie

I know there's something more inside

Darkness is all you see

This is our Sweet Blasphemy

That i wont believe this lie

I know there's something more inside

When darkness is all you see

This is our Sweet Blasphemy

The pizza finally arrive and the lady who delivered it looked like a fucking slut! She put a piece if paper in his pocket which I assumed was her number and then grabbed his 'thing' and he was pissed. "What the fuck lady!? My daughter is right there and I don't like you!" He ripped the paper in half and threw it at her mumbling 'slut' I smiled and helped him with the pizza. Crow was rubbing against my legs gosh I love this cat!

We were watching batman and eating pizza, "I'll be back Andy." I said putting my dishes in the sink. I went upstairs to my room. It was amazing! I love it. It's purple with posters and everything. I smiled and laid on the bed. The best part was it's a fucking water bed! "Having fun there kiddo?" He said laughing. I nodded and sat up. He ran and jumped on my bed making me bounce up and down. Crow walked in and jumped in bed too. It didn't shake bed Andy and I were bouncing up and down so Crowbear left. I wasn't worried about him popping the bed because he was declawed. "We are gonna get a tv in here soon." Andy said pulling me close. "Will you sing Rebel? You have a beautiful voice." He said hugging me. So I started singing Christina Perri 'a thousand years'

The day we met

Frozen, I held my breath

Right from the start

I knew that I found a home for my

Heart beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath

Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for thousand years.

Andy was asleep hugging me and that's when I realized this is my real home.