Words I've Never Spoken

Dear Cutie in my drama class

Dear Cutie in my drama class,

You are one of the only people who have been nice to me so far. Thank you. I truly mean it.

You also are really cute.

I wanted to say I'm sorry for being awkward when you talked to me. I'm just not use to a hot guy talking to me. So ya...

I haven't seen you since that day we talked which was about a week ago. You waved at me. I smiled and sat with you. You smiled back at me. It was perfect. Better than when the boy from Veto's smiled at me. Your smile is warm and genuine. His seems fake. I didn't realize it until you smiled.

Sadly we couldn't stay like that. I looked away when Nikki came and sat by me. I sighed and mentally slapped her. Yes she is like my drama bestie but I'm sitting with a really hot guy. So after class I decided to take a chance and ask for your number.

I've also noticed out of the corner if my eyes that sometimes your staring at me. Normally I put my head down and let my hair fall around my face because I'm insecure. I'm insecure about the way I look. I'm not pretty. I'm ugly. I'm a horrid monster.

I will never understand why you stare at me. I guess I never will because I'm to scared to talk to you.

Sincerely,

A worthless freshman