Damaged goods

16

I couldn't breathe I sprung up and put my hand on my chest. I looked and jack wasn't in the bed I got up and went to the bathroom. When I went to wash my hands it sprayed me I turned it off and there was a coin taped to it. I looked and my shirt was soaked and a little bit of my pants. I walked back to the room and changed my shirt I was putting on shorts and jack walked in and instantly turned on the light
" found your little prank "
I said he looked me up and down thinking I wouldn't notice but I did then he said
" what's that A "
He grabbed my wrist and pulled me over to the bed and I sat down and he pointed at my lag. I put my hand over it and looked down he put his finger under my chin and gently turned my head towards him and I moved my hand and pointed at my self
" when "
" When Jack died "
" how long did you do it "
" only 4 times "
He didn't move his eyes from the 7 scars on my thigh he slowly moved his hand then looked at me and I nodded and he ran his finger down them.
" I'm sorry A "
" I don't need to hear sorry ever again "
" but why "
" it was a hard time and this didn't help"
I said and looked down embarrassed and he could tell I didn't want to talk because he said
" it's late we should get some sleep"

When I woke up jack was laying on his stomach with his arm draped over my stomach I grabbed my phone and went on social media and I was lightly running my fingers up and down his arm. It was about 10 minutes later and he woke up he turned his head towards me
" oh I'm sorry "
" it's ok "
He got up and said
" hey so Ummm are you ok if we go over to Zach's today "
" yeah "
It's Saturday so his parents are home and since they don't like me he must have made plans out of the house. We got ready I put on black ripped skinny jeans, a black tank top, an oversized black sweatshirt, my black boots and a shorts silver bird necklace. I put my hair in a ponytail and I was doing my eyeliner when jack walked in
" am I good "
He said with his hand covering his eyes
" yeah "
He froze and I said
" what I look bad don't I, I knew it "
" no you look great ... you ware a lot of black "
" yeah and "
" nothing "
He smiled and I finished my makeup and we went downstairs and he yelled bye to his parents and they didn't respond. I drove to Zach's house when we got there his mom answered and she instantly gave me a hug
" oh my god it's so nice to finally meet you "
" you too"
She let go and we went in the others were already there. After about an hour Daniel said
" I want to go to the movies "
We fought about what to go see and finally we decided on going to Grease because the theater had it for one day. We all got in my car and drove there.
After the movie was over we were on our way back when I saw the coffee shop and it looked dead. We weren't to the drive-through
" hello how may I help you "
" is Kevin working "
" hello this is Kevin "
" hi can I get one medium mango green tea, one medium frozen hot chocolate, two strawberry kiwi smoothies, and one medium apple juice "
" will that be all "
" yes "
" see you at the window "
I drove to the window and he opened it and without looking he read the order
" yes "
He looked at me and he stopped
" hi Kevin "
I said and he freaked out
" oh my god I thought I'd never see the day "
" yeah "
" how long has it been "
" 3 years "
" wow "
" it's all thanks to these guys "
They all said hi at the same time
" oh right your drinks "
He came back a moment later
" god when you ordered I was like only two people get the mango green tea and ones an old lady "
" Thanks, Kev "
" Have a good day A "
" bye "
I drove away and Corbyn said
" what was that "
Jack gasped
" that how you ordered the day we meet "
" yep that's what I get every time so he would know if I was there that was my order "
" wow "
" yep the same drink for the past 3 years I went there the day of my brothers funeral morbid but "
The rest of the way back to Zach's house they were goofing around. When we got back we just hung out till 8
" well we should probably go my mom won't stop texting me "
" I'll take you home Jack but I don't want to mess with your relationship with your mom any more then I have ok"
" what-"
" ok "
He sighed
"K "
I took him home and drove around.