Broken Wings

Chapter 4

Sometimes I feel as if I don't belong to this world , I dont get along with most of the people here on earth , people cheat , hurt , insult , lie ...I cant do that , I cant hurt any person , I was always the one who gets hurt in all my relationships.
I am not sure if I am wrong or right but this is who I am . Minutes ago  I was insulted in a very ugly way , in front of everyone and why ? Because I was late? Because someone that I don't why blocked my car and disappeared . Speaking of my car , I just remembered that I need to order uber , I need to go home , maybe now this is the only place that reminds me of my beautiful days that had suddenly disappeared.

While I was waiting for Bernardo ,my Uber driver ,to come I got a message from Stacey:

" Lisa baby i am So sorry for what happened , the teacher was acting really weird ! Its not even 10:45 and he just told us that he's not feeling good and he needs some rest . Lemme see you this afternoon? What time you finish work ?"

I called Linda , my manager at work , immediately and asked for a day off , I am emotionally exhausted , I don't feel like talking and my job requires a lot of talking , I work as a sales associate at Pandora Jewelry store from 2:00 pm to 9:00 pm sometimes they send me home early when the store isn't that busy , Linda is a really sweet woman , she understands what I am going through and she was happy to give me the day off .

" I am not working today , I miss talking to you , let me know what time you will be at my place , waiting for you " . I replied to Stacey

I didn't wanna talk about him , the teacher I mean , dont wanna remember what happened again .
Suddenly I started feeling raindrops on my hair , I saw that storm coming this morning when i woke up , I can't move from my place since uber will be here in any second .
I am all wet now , and everyone thinks that I am crazy person , maybe I am after all. The rain was becoming really heavy that I couldn't see clearly any longer , I dont know what to do anymore .
I glanced at my phone to check where my driver is but the screen was all wet and I couldn't use it , all that i could see was that the driver has just cancelled my trip .
My day is only getting worse , I looked at the sky my face is covered with rain , I wish I could look straight in the eyes of God and ask him what's happening to me .

" Are you okayy? Do you need help?" A familiar voice interrupted my silent conversation with God.
It's him again , he yelled at me , tried to apologize and now offering his help . What does he want from me ?
These eyes are the only beautiful thing that happened to me today . They looked confused , curious yet so beautiful.

" I am good thank you " I replied , pretending that there's somewhere I have to be.

" You don't look good at all ! You're all wet and shaking. Please get in the car I will take you wherever you want to go " .

Is he really worried about me ? I am pretty Sure that he's still trying to apologize to me somehow so he can feel better .

" I am waiting for an Uber , the driver is on his way " I lied .

I wish this can be true . I am really cold , and the storm is getting worse . But I don't wanna go with him , I dont know why but i feel that i should stay as far as I can from that man , whenever I look at him I feel tightness in my chest .

" No Uber will be able to find you in this weather, get in the car now before the storm gets worse! " his eyes were begging.

Whatever the reason is behind his kindness , but it really made me feel somehow better knowing that someone for a second is worried about me .
He is right , I can barely see him now , the weather is going crazy and the streets are already empty . I had no other choice but to go with him , part of me wanted to get in the car , the other part is still warning me to stay away from him till I found myself opening the car's door and sitting somehow next to him .