Her hand was on my hair. i wondered how it smelt. i shampooed twice yesterday as i knew this would be the pose of our photo shoot. My hand trembled as she moved her knee a bit. This was a grave attempt of mine. i would never have listened to Joe, the cameraman but i did. i don't know why. Her hair dazzled and eyes looked straight. She was not looking at me at all. It pained me a little bit. Never have i felt that it would feel so different when she's around. i always feel different, more like myself. Hilal makes me feel awkwardly special- a feeling I'm scared to handle but love to face. I had to put my hand on my mouth as something was pricking me continuously. With this attempt, her knees came closer to my lips. i wonder how she felt. Maybe she thought me to be insolent. I noticed with the corner of my eyes that Hilal felt a bit uneasy. Shit! Shit! I should not have put my hand on my mouth. The more i want to make her feel at ease, the more i ruin it by my own. Darn it! I was immersed in all these thoughts when she lightly screamed, 'Hell, stop buzz off.'
i got a bit nervous. 'You said something?' i asked nervously.
'No, no. just my umm.. knees' Hilal replied.
Shit! I annoyed her. She wants her knee to get released. Darn my stupidity, darn my whole life!
'i'll just... move my hand then...' i tried to calm things down.
'Hey no, no it's fine. Fine absolutely. You can... umm keep it here.' these words tumbled out of her mouth.
The pauses between her words put me in a beautiful dilemma. Even dilemmas seem beautiful when she's around. i felt very happy, actually amused. Her eyes twinkled as i smiled at her. She returned a nervous smile. And i knew i had already fallen into an impossible thing.
'LOVE'
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The Velvet touch
RomansThe main characters of this short story are Leon and Hilal from the famous Turkish series 'Vatanim Sensin'. I adore them, this pair and Leon holds a very special place in my heart. I love their chemistry and all the love they have for each other. I...
