Hunger pains, made me feel more alive,
Stomach aches, made me feel slimmer,
Leg aches, reminded me of the good exercise i did,
Yet was it good enough,
No, i ached, i ached for food, i ached for perfection,
Cravings, made me feel stronger,
I was in control,
1 meal a day, makes the pain go away,
That's what i said to myself anyway,
Still friendless, but i got thinner,
I lost a pound, but yet i wasn't good enough,
She still hated me,
I still cry to myself hearing the thoughts,
The thoughts of my soal.
