Is this what you call living your life, because if it is i don't wanna stop. I have my first boyfriend, ever. We have been going out almost a week but today we are going to a festival. Together! I am just on my way to his house with my stuff. School was so boring today, me and Matt just pulled silly faces at each other through most of the lessons. OMG! Is this his house! It is huge. Massive. Modern. I was just about to place my boney fist against the door but it suddenly blew open.
"Hey, you must be Anna, Matt's told me all about you!" I was greeted by this woman who startled me as she yanked me into a hug.
"So Matts been talking about me?" I laughed as i followed her into the house.
"Yes, all the time, i can tell he adores you." She laughed. I couldn't help but smile at the thought of him talking about me. Cute.
"Mum you aren't creeping Anna out already? Are you?" Matts voice echoed through the hall, my posture suddenly straitened in excitement.
"Mum? Wow i thought she was your sister or something Matt?" I am being serious Mrs. Knott was so young looking, she looked fabulous.
Matt just laughed and glared at his mum. "Okay, okay, thank you Anna, i am only 31 hahah, but best leave you love birds to it" she soon exited doing the i am watching you sign with her fingers. Matt just laughed.
"Hey, gorgeous!" Matt spun me around into his arms. "Hey stop calling me that" i cried trying to get out his grasp. "Why its only true!" He smiled
I just poked him slightly as he put his hands up defenceless. "Want something to eat, i am starving!" He said while exploring the fridge. "No, i am fine" i smiled.
He shut the fridge and glared at me, "Anna, you haven't ate probably anything all day!"
"Thats because i need to lose weight" i hid my face in regret.
He started walking towards me, "Anna, you are so thin! Your collarbones stick out of you, your waist is as tiny as my leg. You are too thin, i don't like seeing you not eat. I will love you any way, fat, thin, slim. I just love you."
"I know, i know" i walked up to him for a hug just to be rejected as he holds me at arms length.
"No you don't know" he finally pulls me into a hug. "You are not fat Anna, you are so thin, i love you and you are perfect. You just need to eat. I love you, i do!" His voice muffled in my hair as his lips kiss my head. "I love you too" i sniffle into his chest. my tears soon dry up as we make our way upstairs.
"You don't need to get changed in the bathroom, you know?"
Oh god what was he trying to say. My head twists slightly as i gasped. "You can get changed in my bedroom" his voice echoes in my head,
"matt i'm not read-" To be honested i was ready for Matt, it's just didn't want him to see my body, not yet.
"Oh god no, i meant i'll wait outside my room for you haha!" How embarrassing, as if i just said that.
I lowered my heavy rucksack onto his bed and changed into my best festival clothes i could find, which consisted of shorts and a jumper, i stared at myself in Matts mirror, i look so ill today. I try and not notice my hair which is falling out as i put my hair up. Suddenly i swing open the door to find Matt unexpectedly lent against the wall opposite. His shy smile creeps onto his face as he looks at me.
"Do i look okay?" I ask.
"Anna, you look..."
Raising an eyebrow, "well?" I ask softly.
"...beautiful" i think i blush the colour of my red jumper. How can he have this effect on me. "So do you" I smirk as we walk into his bedroom. I sit next to my rucksack on his bed. "Hmm.. Do you want me to go out while you get changed?" I mumble, i mean of course i don't want to do anything yet but still i want to see what sort of package i'm dealing with. "No, its fine, i mean only if you want to" he smiles as he stretches his t-shirt off. I flush fifty, my butterflies in my stomach must be spinning around in excitement, as he picks his trousers off the floor with his biceps, all his abs crunch together. I think I'm drooling. "Enjoying the view" he smirks, oh god he noticed my gourming out at his body, "your mum tells me you talk a lot about me" the distraction route always works. "Did she now??" He smirks yet again, god i dont think i can handle this much flirting. "Yep, i just want to know are they good things you say about me" i smirk back, two can play at that game!
"Anna.." Shit mr.Serious is back. "You're gorgeous, and one of the nicest girls i know, not to say your mine." He starts to creep onto the bed next to me, he is practically naked!! Suddenly he pulls my lips to his, and we are lost, again.
Once he pulls away i am left breathless wanting more, his lips are the perfect to mine. The slight tingle they leave in its touch. The electricity circling us in the air, but then he stands up ruining the moment as he holds his hand out for me. I look up at him confused slightly as i hand him my hand. "Come on, where going to be late soon" he laughs. I let out a sigh as i get up and we make our way downstairs hand in hand. Only to bump into his mum downstairs. "Nawwh, you two are so cute, Matt i didn't know you two was in such a serious relationship?" She beamed. Matt just glared at her but smiled shortly after. "Is Jessica back yet?" Jessica, who's Jessica? "Yeah she's just in the living room" the preoccupied woman in front of us said as she held her phone to her ear. We walked into the nearby door into a living room. Matt again left me wanting more when his hand left mine tingling in his miss. Matt ran towards a smaller girl who looked just like him except she had longer hair of course. She lept in to his arms as he span her around, both laughing and i couldn't help but laugh as well. He drops her down into a hug. "Good day at school?" He asks the little girl, "yes" she sighed. "Any more trouble from that boy?" Suddenly she laughs loudly to his question. "Not anymore" she laughs again. "I'm not even going to ask" he responds. "But i have someone you need to meet, Jessica this is Anna, Anna this is Jessica, my 8 year old little sister" he beams. "Hia, so you're Matts girl who he always talking about!"
I glare at Matt, "Yep i guess that's me, and you must be Jessica, you two look so much a like."
"Oh, no i don't! Matts ugly and a boy, ewghh!" She quickly stands up while me and Matt burst out laughing, "well see yah Anna, Matts girlfriend!" She extends the last word before sticking her tongue out at her brother, i burst out laughing again. Suddenly it's just me and Matt in the room, as Matt grabs me by my waist, "so you're my girlfriend?" I sense his smirk against my head. "I guess so" i breath.
After a brief good bye to his mother, we are on our way! I'm so excited. My stomach blossoms and grumbles, i'm starving. I haven't ate anything all day. I knew i would probably grab a really fatty burger at the festival so i wanted to make sure i ate nothing else. My mother is on a work trip all weekend, she's gone to New York. Matt insists we sleep on the festival grounds in a tent, although i hate camping, i cave in to his pleads. We drive the 35 mile journey, hand in hand. The sun beams on my face. I'm nervous to camping with him.
