Lifting my head up , it felt heavy , I wonder what happened .Maybe I drank a lot yesterday.
I took of the cover off me , swinging my legs to get up . Whatever happened yesterday it really happened because I have a hell of a headache.
All I want to do today is lay down and enjoy my comfort zone and of course with my Tequila . I have to think this through ,working for Xavier and to tell him the truth about the kids . Yeah,as much as I want to tell him ,I don't think I'm ready. What if he doesn't want them kids and he will hate me for having them . I don't want to face the consequences right now. I have to think this straight .
Am I ready to work for him ?Do I want to ? No , I don't want to as much as I hate the fact that I will work for him but I really need this job and is good money of course .
I don't want him back in my life, I really don't want him .He will hurt me like he always do . I need something to distract me from him .
Yeah , I need distraction. Who will do that.? I wake both the twins up and I went straight to the kitchen to fix them breakfast only to see someone I didn't expect " what happened last night?" Taylor asked looking straight at me
" nothing , maybe I drank a lot,I don't remember "I said and she shook her head " no , you didn't drink, you came back with Travis totally unconscious ." She said and I give her one of I don't care look cause totally I don't have time to explain this things to her cause I have to fix my kids breakfast
"that explains this hella headache " I said taking Cheerios for the twins " what happened back there? Travis told me about your panic attack and he said it wasn't his place to tell me what really happened " She said
" okay , I get that you want to know it but it was nothing " and that's where she lost it .
" oh so you having a panic attack is nothing ?it's nothing to you but to me it's something we've been best friends since diapers and that was something to me. You are my best friend my everything I do care about you and I really don't get you Faith or whatever is happening in that head of yours !!but if you don't want to tell me I will get it ,you don't want to talk about it .You're not ready to talk to me about it. Please , tell me you're not ready don't ever lie to me" She said sitting down and I smile
"thank you for caring I really appreciate it .. Taylor , I've been thinking and you know I'm one of the overthinkers you know I need something to take this out of my head " I said sighing and she smiled
" Gawd feels me this time! I mean ,I've been waiting for this day my entire life , I'm exaggerating I've been waiting for this for six years, since you got kids we never go out and have some fun like old times. I'm so blessed today we will be shit drunk tonight " Bless my best friend's soul for being delusional everything about her is parting get shit drunk doing the same thing over and over again , who am I ? A teenager? Ain't no way , I'm not doing that again , I've passed that stage
" this is stupid " I protested, throwing my arms in the air ,being a drama queen . I deserve a crown. Give it to me now you can female dog .
" Come on , we can have some much fun like old times ." I rolled my eyes at Taylor while she kept talking about how fun it will be going to the party like old times and how Savanna is her favourite beer and talking about that hot guy she met or seeing, I'm not sure it was giving me headache adding this hella headache I have . Yeah I get it she met a hot guy and yes they went to a date and she hijacked a new friend in the party and turns out her favourite beer is savanna but please give me a break .
"why is it always about booze and parting ? I'm a mother I need something to take my mind out of this "I said taking a sip of my nice white wine
"mom, we done" Jason said .I didn't notice them entering in the kitchen. wow I was so deep in this conversation if it is ."Bye boys Uncle Travis will take you to school mommy loves you " I said kissing their foreheads .
"take care" I screamed and they left like that beaming their 'I love you' behind.
" your life is perfect Faith but you don't see it, you have a beautiful luxurious apartment , nice ass car and to add that beautiful twins the only thing you need is happiness . You deserve to be happy .Since you got this twins you've been working your ass off and of course is the good thing but what about what you want? I keep saying this and I won't say it again , you act like you need a dick in your life " I sighed that's my best friend for you , everything that was coming out of her mouth was kind of true but that last part ruined her perfect speech .
" you are unbelievable "
"true dat, my friend .Believe me when I say you seriously need a dick, you better get laid !Since you got this pretty ass twins you've been to harsh on yourself learn to forgive my friend, forgive yourself don't be to harsh you silly motherfucker of nice ass pastas ."I roll my eyes at her broad smile she flash me.
" seriously you need--"
"stop !!I get it "
I was shocked I managed those words out of my mouth. Since I got the kids I vowed to myself no males around the house , no dating because I don't like the idea of my kids having a step father.
" so what do you say? we will go out and we can find one of the hot males!! and oh my boyfriend I'm sure he has yummy hot ass friends so tonight we on bitch!" she said excited
"okay , I have to get ready for work .Find nice ass dress to fit that yummy curvilisious body of yours so boys can watch out here we come!" she said kissing my forehead, after all she's a soft nut nice bestie ever!
" actually we don't deal with boys we deal with real men ." I said smiling
" I will let you have it in your own way and tonight is your night! " she said .
" okay what about the twins ?"I asked and she smirked " don't worry about them I'll organise a nanny for them " she said
" I love you"
" you finally getting laid tonight! "
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Guys I'm too fly I'm only fifteen but I still did this long ass nails , now it's hard to type !! Peer pressure is finally kicking in !now I realised I want to fit in and I forget who I really am!
sorry for this late update and boring chapter this nails are paining my ass too and I will not update a Christmas chapter but I will post it in the end !it will be a Christmas Bonus! you will love it I tell you !more drama more everything stay glued !
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