Bastard #2

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" who's Stella  Shorwell? " That's the first thing I asked when I saw him in his office.  I just want to know . I need to know.  I have to know .

" who's she Xavier?! " he's making me  more pissed instead  of telling  me who the hell she is he's just staring at me.

" you want  to know her ?" He asked and I glare at him . He's pissing  me off. I just hate him . What kind of a sick  bastard he's taking me for ?

"Thank you for stating the obvious " I said rolling my eyes.  He saw it,  I was fed up . I was sick  of his cocky arrogant  attitude of his !

" okay she's my baby mama , that's what you want to know?or you want more of it ? " he asked

" you were even planning to tell me this ?you were going to tell me this ?huh Xavier?  "

" you were  not in the need to know " he replied . I'm  so done with him .

" incase you didn't notice; me and you are done !I'm so done with you!  You have a mistake  to think that I desperately  need you in my life . So you know; you ain't the only man I need "

We heard a faint knock and Xavier  replied to it " I thought you  were feeling something  Xavier  now I guess  I was  wrong . What is wrong with you ? Is she your girlfriend? " I asked I want  to know more

" she's not my girlfriend  she's my baby mama know the difference Steph"

"Hey" We both look up and we saw Danielle  smiling at us " guys!  Stephanie I thought I'd never see you again !guess God was on my side . How you doing girl ?" She asked opening her arms for me  to hug her. 

" hey,  Elle  long time no see ! I missed you maybe  sometime  we should go out and  catch up ." I said and she smiled

" and I'm hosting  a Thanksgiving you should come and you can also meet Xavier's daughter,  Charlotte she's a beautiful  young lady and her mother is adorably fine so as you !" Danielle  was rambling a  lot .

" what is with you Dani ? Can you just please  get out of my office; me and Stephanie  we were in the middle of  an important talk " he said and I roll my eyes

" I don't think I will talk to you again Mr McCartney  but I will talk to you only if it's work related.  Thank you "

" formal , are we ?" Danielle  asked and I chuckled " yes he's my boss , nothing more .I think I'm done here Mr McCartney  or you need something else ?" I asked

"  no "

" okay don't forget about my Thanksgiving, you're  coming ?" I don't want  to turn her down . If I'm going there its like I will meet this Stella  girl and this little  Charlotte which  I do desperately want to meet them  .

" yes; I'm coming "

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" I can't believe  Xavier  got another woman  knocked up" I said frustrated  . Maybe you're asking who am I talking to . 

I'm talking to Olivia . We're  just fine . I can tell if we are friends  or what are we but we are something

" besides  Stella who's another woman he got knocked up ?" And she has to ask that question

" I don't know I was just saying . Anyways how's this Stella  girl? " I asked changing the topic

" don't be threatened by her . The McCartney  family love her cause she's  rich I mean  her family is rich which she meets their level more like league  . " she said

"I don't like her already " I voiced  out my thoughts  . " she seems nice but don't judge  a book by its  cover."  She said

" don't care! " I said and she laughed " so who's the baby daddy of the twins ?" I avoid the question  a lot and I won't tell her especially her

" I don't want to talk about their father   right now.  And I don't like talking about him either  ." I said

"Tough breakup? " she asked and I nod . I thought  me and him ; we were the perfect  couple little did I know .

" yes , let me say that but I will pass this stage . Do you think Xavier  still loves me or he ever did love me from the first place ?" Now I sound pathetic  ,I know but curiosity took the best  out of me . I just want to be sure there's  still us and I still want us

" he did  love you but I'm not sure now , what I mean to say ,Stella  is special to him since he got her knocked up I guess " she answered  truthfully and I nod

" what if I'm pregnant or I have them babies  ?" I asked her and she laughed

" are you planning to get pregnant  Stephanie?  "

"No I'm not planning to get pregnant  I was just asking,  stop assuming "I said and she laughed

"But I believe  if you love something set it free , if it comes  back  to you , it's yours . If it doesn't  it never was " she said and I smile

" do you think  this time it will be better ? I mean last time we were  fighting for him do you think this time I have to or I must let him go ?" I asked I just need the answers .

" if he's worth fighting  for then fight for him but I don't want you to chase someone who's not willing to do the same for you " she said and I smiled 

"I just need him to love me " I voiced out my thoughts  and she grin . " then the is the only way to find out to go to him and tell him . Tomorrow you're going to the thing that Danielle  is hosting and you will tell him there" she said

" Thanksgiving,  Olivia "

" don't care "

"Does it really gets better or do I just get used to it ?" I asks looking  at her and she smile

" the answer is in your hands , do you want  it to get better or you just want to get used  to it ? " what do I want.

" I just want it to get better . I'm sick  of all this lies.  I want  my life to be better so that we can be better " I said truthfully.

" then your journey  starts now . You the one who gets to decide  what you want  but you have to be careful ."

" thanks  Olivia  . I can't believe  we hated each other! "I said and we both laughed

" you were annoying the hell  out of me.  I was pissed  off by your presence but  now we fine for each other !"she said and I smiled

" loving someone  is  exhausting  and I'm  wondering  why you ain't  tired yet ?"

"Because  Olivia I'm holding on to that feeling " I respond. 

All  I need is for him to love  me . My bastard  I  want you to love  me. 

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..kill me , shoot me so that I can forever hold my peace😣. Missed  me ?

I just want to be honest with you! I'm still studying and I just want you to know I'm trying my best to have time for this and  I'm  planning to finish by November which is my goal ! And I also don't want to rush it up guys  but I will try and update

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