Bastard #2

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I don't know what to say ,I'm so shocked! I can't believe this bitch was looking after my children .What if she did something to them

" boys go to you room please " I begged because I'm ready to take every bullet I see and shoot it straight to her, not missing her heart.

"mom-"I cut whoever was going to talk and simply add. "now" and they listened leaving the both of us in the room

" why ?" I don't know why I was asking why but I did, why did she take Xavier away from me? why did she do all of that ?why did she made me the bad guy there ? why did she agree to take care of my kids? just why !I need an answer

" why you? why you always have something to get in my life ? why ? aren't you tired of me ? why you?!Olivia?! Just why " I was so angry, why she always had something to get into my life ,being a nanny ?

What I know Olivia is one of the greatest bitches on Earth and I'm so pissed that she gets to be a nanny of my children! I just want to know why Gawd is doing this to me! why me? why he's punishing me ? what did I do?

out of all people , it just had to be her !why her ?" I know, you hate me Stephanie and I can't blame you for that , I'm here to say sorry , being a nanny was a way to come her and say sorry for everything, I did to you , if you don't forgive me then I'm fine with it , I'll simply understand it , all I want to say is I'm so sorry " she said looking down

" sorry ?Olivia ? sorry ? I hate you and I don't fucking want you in my life, look at me ?!it's all your fault, if you did not do what you did , none of this was going to happen . Why did you do it? why ?all of that why did you do it , I just want to know all of it" I said looking at her

" you want to know why ?"she asked glaring at me and I nod , yes I need to hear it ,why did she do that ? she was that desperate? the fact that she almost took my life , because of him !

"yes ,all of it " I answered shortly, I will offer her a drink afterwards and she doesn't deserve my drink !she's an ass after all.

" I was his friend ,not only his friend, his best friend .I've been riding with him since I was five years old ! We were best friend. I know him like the back of my hand ,we were so close no one would tear us apart . He was protective of me ,he was my brother when I want him to and he was my everything Steph , he was my everything . I expected more from us and everyone thought something was going on between us ,even my big sister thought that too even Xander his twin brother. Milan, her mother was even calling me daughter in law and that's where I have all the hope in the world that him and I we will be something in the future, we will build everything together! everything Steph, we will have some kids ,house , cats, cars everything just our little family .When, I was doing my 8th grade .That's where all the real feelings started . The tingles, butterflies, electronics everything .I developed feelings for him. Even Danielle thought we will be something but she never liked me . years pass, he was dating with some girls , during high school he was a player and I thought our relationship will finally happen after he broke up with those girls but he didn't have feelings for me. You know unrequited love sucks, right ? He dated some other girl named Kayla, they were so perfect for each other, everybody loved them , and I was so lost .I thought everybody loved me and him, us together but they liked Kayla more and they  believed  he's  better with  her .I didn't  want to believe  them  . I talked to Xander but he said he can't do anything about us even Milan , she said she love Kayla better , then I moved and I stay with my father, he was a strong man , he taught me to be strong , he taught me to fight for everything that I want , he taught me to fight for what I love .Then this other day when I decided to call Xavier, I still remember what he asked me , he was so chirpy and loud, signifying my best friend was happy he asked "is it a wise choice to marry Kayla? I mean, I never love a girl the way that I love her ,I just want to marry her " those words broke my heart ! I couldn't believe what was said ! I was so furious and I just hanged up and cry . Since then , I never said a word with Xavier. Xander called saying that Xavier was looking for me , he said I was acting weird! and I was like, he is blind enough to not see my love for him! I was so furious and the sad part the wedding did happen without me , his best friend, I was his fucking best friend Stephanie! Then one year later , he got my number and called me and he said , Kayla cheated on her with his  brother Xander. He saw them fucking each other, on his fucking bed , I was so happy to hear that , I wanted us to be together , I was the only girl who was good enough for him .He came to me , broken hearted and I just introduced him to my father and he taught him everything he taught me . We were so close and since he was broken I kissed him, he kissed me back and I thought we were finally happening. He never came back to Knottingley then , he moved to my father's house and I thought we will be something, he was my first lover , I gave him my virginity, everything, only for him to not feel the same " she glances down at me with a questioning  expression . I shrug my shoulders refusing to react .