Deeply In Secret (BoyxBoy)

Chapter One

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   I don't know how this happened, and it scares the hell out of me, but i've fallen deeply in love with my best friend, a boy who would do anything for me... i want to make him happy so badly, but I'm afraid of losing him.

   The thing i'm in a weird situation with my sexuality: I've never looked up at a boy.. I've dated and I'm dating a girl that I love , but feel bad hooking up with her, just feels like I'm using her..

   One of my biggest issues that affect my relationships is that I'm an ; incredibly emotional, intense person and I tend to scare people away by sharing too much too soon.. also I'm not that comfortable with gay relationships in general (i find it kinda weird. duh even if I've never tried dating a boy before) I've never known or met a gay person,i didn't ever imagining that I would have to deal with them myself someday...