left for sorrow (Shawn Mendes)

9

I sprint up from my bed,and scream I scream at the top of my lungs before gasping for air gagging in need of oxygen i grip my chest anxiously ,and look at my surroundings nervously

"What the freak emma are you okay? im gonna get baraba oh god "I look to my side to see Jenna getting up from her bed scared while i try to fight to get  some air in my lunges

"W-what?"I ask confused beyond my mind as some air flows through my lungs "what happened?"I ask crying before Barbara runs in my room with Lucy.

"Is everything okay?" Lucys eyes land on me concern taking over already knowing the answer to that.No everything is not okay they havent been nor will they ever be

I stare at them breathing hard. a flash of a man in a mask ontop of me crosses my mind and I wince as it dawns on me"No n-no!" I shout looking everywhere my eyes than land on the open window "h-he was here"I shout pointing at the window 'h-he tried he tried " is all I can say.feeling like the crazy one in their eyes I cant be crazy but im scared this might cause be to end up crazy

"Please give us some alone time" barbara tells Jenna who quickly runs out.Lucy locks the door, and they both sit next to me "sweetie" Lucy tries rubbing my back but I move away.

"Don't okay!? I know he-he tried taking me,I know he did"I cry wiping the tears away.

"It was just a bad dream"

"Dreams don't feel this real"I shout frustrated "t-the window was not open,and and he tried rap-"

"Jenna must have opened it okay? we will have a session early in the morning but for now take your medicine sweetie" Barbara says then gets up,and walks out.I put my knees up,and rest my head on them, as I cry  in frusteration my body shaking because I know it was more than that.I know for a fact but i get no help i just get concerned looks from everyone.

"Hey.."I look up to see Luke as he gently knocks on the open door "can I?" he ask pointing to the bed,and I nod. He sits down not speaking "I-I don't know what's going on nor why you are here but uhm.I believe you"his sweet voice says making me cry even more.I move next to him,and hug him tight because he makes me feel safe without hesitation He hugs me back embracing me in his arms.

"He's coming after me"I whisper without thinking.I just need someone to talk to someone who wont think im crazy

"W-who?" the doors open,and I look up to see Lucy.

"Luke you shouldn't be here go to your emma needs rest" Luke looks at me before he gets up,

sighting he says"good night" he walks out,and Lucy hands me the cup of water with my pills.

"Rest up hun you need it" she walks out,and I throw the pills out of the window because I don't wanna sleep.I don't ever wanna sleep.Sleeping will only get me kidnapped not being conscious will only get me with him...I walk up to the window,and close it looking to the dark night.I close the curtains,and curl into a ball.I trace my finger against my lip feeling a burning sensation as if tape was ripped off of my lips harshly.I know it was more than a dream.

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I enter the bathroom,and look myself in the mirror. I look at the bruise near my eye how can something had happen to me and I dont really know if it truly happened my mind is playing games with me I can barely tell apart reality from my nightmares.I want to cry.I want to runaway,change my name change everything just to escape "cmon Annabelle hurry up" I hear Santana's voice say.

"Hey leave her alone" Sams voice follows.I take in a deep breath,and walk out with a fake smile.

"Creep" I hear Santana mutter as she enters the bathroom.I look at Sam whos super tanned.