left for sorrow (Shawn Mendes)

11

"Oh god this is so sexy" Chloe says,I follow her gaze that leads to luke showing sam how to surf

"I guess." I giggle as we watch them work together shirtless. I then look at Blaine whos looking at me. I smile, and he looks away.

"Come Blaine.Let's go for a swim" Jenna suggests getting up revealing how tall she is along with how thin and boney

"Sure" Blaine shyly says and follows her to the water,he doesnt take his shirt off as he steps in the water jenna doing all the talking

"Mama mia" Santana says "sam might have a personality disorder but zamn hes hot" she pulls her sunglasses down a bit down to the bridge of her nose.

I shake my head chuckling,and lay on my back closing my eyes feeling the sun burn my skin

"emma can you give me my towel!"I hear Blaine shout after some time. I sit back up,and pull his sketch book the one he always carries up to grab his towel only to have something slip off it "oops"I say grabbing the piece of paper curiosity gets the best of me and i look towards blaine to see him distracted so i quickly peak only to drop it quickly getting up My body begins shaking I begin breathing hard my heart aching as i pick it up in disbelief i look at it again my heart sinking

"Are you okay?" Chloe asks as I begin to hyperventilate. My eyes land on Blaine whos eyes land on what i'm holding. He looks back at me,and sprints my way. Panic takes over me and I begin to run towards the house as he begins chasing me.

"emma!" he shouts.

"what is wrong with you!!"I shout crying "help!" I look back to see him catching up to me along with Luke who is  running behind us "it was you?!" I cry out loud screaming for help this happened so quick I can never be at peace without anything bad happening.

Reaching the back porch, he grabs my shirt making me lose my balance and I fall onto the floor

"Let me explain!"he shouts making me flinch ive never seen this side of him nor did i think it existed

"Get off of me!" I cry. kicking him away from me

"What the?" Lucy,and Ben walk out and I quickly get up,and run to them as Luke tackles Blaine down.

"It-it was him"I cry on Lucy's shoulder. I then give her the picture of my sister as Luke gets on top of Blaine.

"He killed her!"I shout. Luke looks at me confused worryness taking over his face. He swings a punch to Blaine's nose causing blood to start streaming down his nose.

"Stop it!" Ben shouts pulling Luke away as now Sam runs towards us, and helps Blaine up.

"Come here" Lucy grabs me,and pulls me in the house. She grabs my face, and looks at me "what happened?" she asks concerned.

I try controlling my breathing but I can't.I gasp for air.I feel my walls closing in by the second "breath in breath out" I hear Lucy's voice echos as my vision gets blurry .

"I-I can't breath"I gasp trying to catch some air.I hear a door being open,and seconds later I am pulled into the familiar embrace of  a tall strong body. I close my eyes shut as a big hand strokes my hair and little by little I begin to gain control of my breathing,while the tears continue coming down my cheek.I open my eyes looking up at Luke who then wipes my tears away.

"I didn't do anything" I jump back when Ben walks in the house holding Blaine by the arm,and pulls him away into another room.

"W-we need to."I sob unable to speak "call the cops"I let out.

"How do you know he di-"

"Call the fucking cops!"I shout crying.Lucy stares at me shocked before she goes,and grabs the house phone.I look behind Luke to see everyone outside sitting at the porch looking inside shocked

"Oh god." I let out rubbing my chest for my heart aches.I can't believe this is this real.Is this a dream? can it be I found him? my sister's killer? how could it have been blaine? i dont know him. my heart sinks even more when i remember a talk we had before i cut him off to run to luke

flashback

"where you from?"I ask a nice breeze hitting me.why am i talking to him i really dont know i just want to have a friend here and i doubt i will after last night.so an outcast with an outcast

"New York"

"Oh really? that's nice.i live far" i tell him

"Bethlehem?" he asks. I smile happy he's talking.

"no florida my parents,and my s-and I used to go visit manhattan especially on new year's" I say smiling remembering all the memories at the same time remembering my sister,and my smile fades away.I hear the screen door being opened,and I look to see Luke storm out walking down the porch stairs.He storms off.

"I visited flori-"

he was gonna tell me he visited florida hes been there it was him the room begins to go in circles and my knees begin to go weak before i know it my head hits something hard.the floor. i see lukes blurry feet kneel down before everything goes pitch black