Not Yet

Leaving

"Mommy?" I watched as mommy threw we had everything in suitcases and bags.

"Mommy?" why can't she hear me? 

I couldn't see mommy's face but I knew something was wrong, "Mommy?"

"I pulled on her skirt, "Mommy? Why aren't you answering?"

"Mommy?" she suddenly turned and knocked me over.

She suddenly bent down and I could see tears in her eyes and running down her face. she held me by my shoulders, "Oh. Izu. Izu. Izu I'm sorry. I'm sorry I didn't see you," she gripped me threw my shoulders and let out a new batch of tears, "I'm sorry Izu. I'm so sorry Izu I couldn't be there!"

She gripped my shoulders harder, sad mommy was scaring me, "I'm so so so so so so so so so Sorry!" 

I started to cry, "M-mommy your sc-scaring me," I tried to pull her hands away, "Mommy please let go.

She finally seemed to understand and suddenly let, and went to wipe her tears, "Oh-oh I'm sorry Izu." She wiped my tears with the end of her shirt.

"I'm sorry Izu, mommy's just a little upset right now."

I sucked in the rest of my tears, I didn't want to make mommy sadder then she is right now, "It's okay mommy. What are you doing?"

"Well Izu...... we're moving."

"Huh," mommy didn't mention this before and all the tears I was holding in spilled out again.

"M-mommy. Was this about what happened today? Please mommy Kacchan probably didn't mean to it was prob-probably my fault too. I-I'm the one who got lost. It was m-me-"

"No Izu," another sob escaped her, "Don't EVER say its your fault. Because it wasn't," she looked down and I watched as a tear fell to the floor, "it... wasn't. so please don't say it is."

I swallowed the lump in my throat and tried my best hold back as many tears as possible, "O-okay mommy."

"Izu please just grab one of the boxes and go pack your stuff." 

I put my head down, "Okay mommy." I pulled one of the boxes from the stack and dragged it to my room. I got the All Might step stool and started to take down the collectables one by one from the shelves.

I was taking down the first era All Might figure when a thought went through my mind, What about Kacchan?

Does he even know that I'm moving? I hope hes not mad. I started to get very worried until I had an idea.

I pulled out one of my notebooks and quickly ripped out a page and grabbed my pencil case. I peeked out of my door and checked for mommy. She was packing all the pictures of us. She was rubbing the back of her neck, I wanted to comfort her but I have a job to do.

I quickly ran past the hall as she went into the bathroom and to the door. I opened it as quietly as possible and then closed it with only a soft click.

 I ran down to the playground running as fast as my little legs could take me until I got to the swings. I dug a hole into the ground right under our favorite swing.

I felt my hands all scratched up from the splinters embedding their sharp needles into my hands, but I didn't care as I kept moving the woodchips out of the way. As soon as I was satisfied I pulled the crumpled paper out of my pocket and scribbled down my feelings on it and shoved it into the  pencil case before tossing it into the ground and covering it with wood chips. Watching as All Might's smile was covered by more and more from every handful of woodchips and dirt.

I ran back the way I came, hopefully mommy didn't notice I was gone, I've never done something without her permission before.

I thought back to the note

To Bakugou Katsuki 

Dear kacchan

Im moving 

well kacchan alredy nos that rite?

I wanted to say that im rely sory  and its not ur fallt

by by kacchan dont forget me I wont forget u

dont give up on me ill wayt 4 u to find me

-Izuku Midoriya