All of Me

All of Me ~ Luke Hemmings ~ Twenty Four

I woke up in Luke's bed, with his shirt on. I was confused of how I got here, until last nights memories came flooding back to me and I smiled. Sitting up to see Luke sleeping soundlessly beside me, I stretched and figured I might as well get back to Michael before he realizes I was gone.

I quickly kiss Luke's head and escape out his balcony and into my room, to see Michael still sleeping, I didn't wake him, he had a long day yesterday. So I take a shower instead and replay last night in my head.

I touch my lips, remembering the way Luke had kissed me so well. Then I touched my hips and winced, looking down to see the bruising from where he held me too tight, but I loved it. My neck was decorated in tender purple marks too, but I didn't care.

But then realization struck me. I couldn't be with Luke like this, I would just be dragging him down. So I started hyperventilating and I gripped the tiled walls and tried to catch my breathing, remembering exactly what happened last night.

Luke had taken my virginity, and I had taken his. And it was a mistake.

I couldn't be in a relationship with him, not with Michael hating it so much, and not with Luke and how famous he was getting. This could never work, and I found myself crying. It was the best night of my life, and it shouldn't have happened. I was just going to get in the way, and I hated that I would, because I wanted to be with Luke that way, I wanted to be with Luke. I was in love with him, but it couldn't work.

I step out of the shower and call Liz, she answered sleepily on the third ring.

"Hello?" She speaks and I burst into uncontrollable sobs.

"Whoa, what's wrong? Are you okay Delilah?" She asks and I shake my head.

"No," I sniff.

"I'm not."

*****

"So, what's wrong?" Liz asks me, we had met in the hotels cafe and I had a coffee in front of me. I look down at the cup, knowing I wouldn't drink it, I don't even like coffee.

"Last night," I start, and look at her. Her face was hopeful and she kept a happy smile on her face.

"Luke had came to my room around like twelve I think," she gives me a smirk and I hold my breath, she was joking but it wasn't funny now.

"And he took me down the the beach, and he told me that I had to forget about all my problems because we'd worry about them tomorrow and he just said these things and he was being really romantic..." I say, feeling really corny saying this.

"Awe!" Liz gushes, a wide grin plastered on her face and she giggled, jumping up and down.

"Did he ask you out? Awe, my brother what a cutie," she says, and I stare at her for a moment before remembering that Luke was in fact Liz's step brother.

"Uh, not really..." I say, fiddling with my hands, and Liz got silent.

"Well, we had laid down and we were talking and he called me beautiful.. And we started kissing, and-" I couldn't finish, I had to look up at the ceiling and blink rapidly to stop from crying.

"Delilah..." Liz says, suddenly serious.

"Did you guys actually...?" She asks and I look at her and nod.

She stays silent for a long time, and her expression was unreadable.

"Oh my fucking God," she finally says smiling, and I knew she was happy.

"I can't believe it finally happened! Oh my god! You're going to get married and be my sister-in-law and- awe awe!" She gushes and standing up trying to get me to jump around with her, but I just stare at my hands in my lap.