Empty Hearted

Chapter two -the break up

And after a while everything was great, my grades were okay I worked hard, I did extra working out I went to the pool to practice more, and often went jogging and skating.

But one terrible day, we were together for two months at this point, he started coming to my house to crash witch was okay, we did homework together and everything, but slowly he started to change his attitude towards me and just everyone, he was different, he had less care, he had less love towards me, I could feel him getting more separated.

He even started drinking, not too often but he did, I tried my best to find out what was happening in his life except me, that could change him like that, is it something at home? Is it friends, I never knew, he didn't tell me much of his life..

So I started to worry more and more, did I do something wrong? Did I make him mad, or make him turn away from me.

At school I was doing worse, I was failing some subjects, and as to swimming and sports, I slowly started to give up on my dreams, because Stefan meaned much more and I felt bad for him.

One day I was walking from one class to another, and I saw him with another girl talking in the hallways, I didn't think anything too bad of it, just that it was strange, because Stefan didn't normally talked as much with my girl friends, the girl who was there with him was serena, a black haired girl who can be sassy and even mean sometimes, but because I trusted Stefan so much I never thought it could be anything bad, I just thought maybe he made friends with her... oh how stupid and naive I was.. so I decided to joined them to see what they were talking about.

"hey guys, what'ca doing?"

Their faces changed so much, I couldn't reckognise it at first but I thought something must be going on here.

"Melody, what are you doing here? I mean uh.. don't you have classes?" says Stefan

"don't you too? Anyways what are you two doing here?"

"uhh.. nothing just talki'n" says Serena

"cool, about what?"

"ugh.."

She makes a disgusting face and turns around ready to leave.

"I uh have to go, I have math.."

"yeah me too" agrees Stefan

"you do? I thought you didn't had the same scedual as serena"

"well things change"

He leaves behind her.

I was left speechless.. I knew he was hiding stuff from me, and he wasn't the same sweet guy I met, he was really changed, but I still thought he loved me.

I learned the truth next friday, we were supposed to have a movie night at my place, or at least that's what we had planned to do for about a weak, I kept asking to please have a movie night, and finally he agreed.

I finished all my classes pretty early, because the science teacher was sick so she couldn't make it, we were all sent home, so I was skating with my blue backpack on me and my purple skateboard.

I came to my house and reached in my pocket to grab the key when I heard something, it wasn't very clear but it was a girl voice, I reached for the handle and the door was unlocked.

I open it and see Serena on top of Stefan making out almost naked!

I drop my keys and covered my mouth from the shock!

"Serena? ... .Stefan!!"

He looks at me shocked but Serena stays calm as ever, almost as if she planed this to happen, she covers her chest with her hands as her sleek black hair falls and touches Stefan's stomach.

I get furious! The most I've ever been, I was so angry and had no care for anyone at that moment, I start walking fast to the couch, I grab Serena by the hand and pull her dragging her down and to the door, kicking her out.

Stefan gets up, upset as he was gonna walk over to me, I quickly go to the kitchen and grab a knife.

I think to myself, this is it Melody, its either him or you.

I take my knife and put it against my throat, this was the final moment to see if he has any feelings for me what so ever, I know, I am crazy but in my mind this was end of the line.

"Melody put the knife down!"

I just stare at him.

"just get outside and leave her, she is a psyco!!"

I turn to her and quickly come and take her by the hair.

"aaah!"

" you still didn't leave..."

I take the knife and start cutting her hair.

" noooo not my hair!! Let me go you psyco! Stefan do something!"

"the next time you think of stealing someone's boyfriend, you think twice"

"Melody leave her alone! It's me you want right?"

I let go of her instantly and she falls on her face, quickly she scrambles to take her stuff and runs away leaving the door open.

"why don't you love me!? I gave everything up for you"

"im sorry I just lost interest in you. I didn't know how to say it to you, and soon I started to like Serena, so I had to keep that from you"

"I fucking hate Serena, that bitch never cares for anyone except herself and her pretty hair that I just cut off, you don't even know her!"

"I've been seeing her for two weeks now.."

"so that's the reason because you were changed so much.. do you even still feel something for me"

"not as I used to.. sorry"

He leaves and Im left with the house witch is a total mess, I kneel down in tears as I overthink everything and I rewind the scene in my head over and over again.

An hour passed and a friend came over because she heard what happened, her name was Evelyn, she was the nicest of my friends.

"Melody! Are you okay"

As she enters the house she sees what kind of a mess it is, Serena's hair spread through the doorstep, my knife dropped down.

"hey... how did you know what happened?"

"are you kidding me, everyone saw Serena and Stefan near the school so they knew something must of happened, plus Serena didn't keep her mouth shut and told everyone that you were insane.."

"ill be fine, I just need to rest and get this house clean.."

"ill help you with that"

"thanks"

As I go to my room to rest I cant stop thinking and seeing the picture of Serena and Stefan being together, but my body was so heavy and weak from all the emotional stress that I just couldn't think of anything and just fell asleep, meanwhile Evelyn was cleaning my house.

After everything that happened I asked for a week off, because physicly I couldn't do anything, no sport no school, no friends, I just needed to be alone, but people didn't understood and they just kept coming trying to comfort me, and im greatful that I have friends like that but I still needed my time alone.