Empty Hearted

Chapter four -where is life going

My head was a mess, i open my eyes and look around, my house looks trashed, how did i even get here.

My eyes slowly adjust to the sunlight coming through the small window, the next thing i see is Ace with a towel on the waist and a cup of coffee in his hands.

His slick black hair was all messed up now, and he looks at me with a smirk.

"wake up sleepy head, here's some coffee"

"first of all how did we get here and second... ugh my head is killing me!"

"here take this aspirine"

"oh thank you"

I gladly drink the aspirine with the coffee and sit back on the super messy couch.

"well after the many drinks you suggested that we go to your place, so i just followed"

"so you're saying its all my fault?"

"oh definitely not all your fault" he smiles and he leans for a kiss

Of course i gave in because i really liked him, he was catchy and slick with his talk, i didn't care that i was giving in in an unhealthy relationship, what i was seeking is to get rid of the memory of me and Stefan.

"So i have to go soon but.. you wanna meet up later"

"sure thing"

We kissed and he left my house.

I get up to find my phone and search the couch, move all the blankets and found it stuck on the side, i get it and look what time is it, meanwhile i also saw many texts from my friend from home, her name is Violet, she is the sweetest and kindest person, but also very assuring.

I haven't texted her in forever, i see 5 missed calls and more then 24 texts, i struggle in my mind, do i call her, do i tell her what is happening, of course she deserves to know she is my best friend after all.

But while i was looking at the phone i realized its 2:30 and besides that, the week off i decided to take was already gone, i had to start going to school, but that idea was not good.

"i would see Stefan and everyone else will watch me like a hawk, no i cant go back to school, plus its so boring... what am i going to do.."

I sit down and i just think of an idea, but instead i just say screw it all, i will go my way, i dont need school, i just wanted to have fun.

I left my phone at home and took my backpack and skateboard, i locked the door and just drove to the skateboard park.

I saw a few guys there, i reckognized them from school, they were one year younger, their names were Jojo, Joe and Andre

"hey guys"

They looked at me and they already knew about me, from all the gossiping in school probably.

"hey i know you" says Joe

"look let's not talk about what you all heard in school.. so you guys come here every day?"

" YUP" says Jojo

"can i join you?"

"okay" agrees Andre

"tnx, maybe we can all hang out here"

Soon it started to become nightfall, but after everything i have been through, i still felt empty and alone, even with Ace..

I thought i would give a shot and call Violet when i came home.

I skateboarded home and unlocked my door and went in, everything was still such a big mess so i decided to clean it up, i put my backpack and skateboard on the floor and started to clean up the place.

After 10 minutes of cleaning my phone ringed, i came and look and it was Violet, she must be very worried.

So i picked up the phone with my nervous hands.

"hello"

"Melody!? oh my gosh i was so worried you would never call me, please dont hang up"

"no no i wont"

"Okay good, Melody where the heck were you? i was so worried like i bit off my nails worried,  just talk to me, tell me whats going on, you dont act like this, like.. you haven't called me or texted me i know something is wrong"

i exhale and start to cry.

"im so sorry, i would have never done this if everything was.. normal, so much has happened that i really cant go in detail and remind myself"

"talk to me, i'm here for you"

I explained the whole story, how i met Stefan and how he cheated on me, and then i started missing classes, and started going to clubs.. she was mad at me, for not telling her but, more mad because i was going to a wrong path, but i actually didn't care, like i was so consumed by what happened with Stefan i was loosing my mind.

We agreed to text more and i promissed her that i wont go to clubs and focus on studying, but i don't know how well i can keep that prommise.