I'm not a fighter (Tom x reader)

Drunk dreming

//Y/n's pov//

It was dark and sound rainy. I couldn't see anything and it felt like I was laying in a bed. I let my eyes adjust to the darkness. I looked to my side out of nowhere.

I wasn't planning too...

I spotted a lamp and out of nowhere I got up and tuned it on. Light filled the room, only to revile a small yet familiar room. Then I realized something.

I'm in my old house...

I tried to move but I couldn't. I had no control over my body. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't. I then I suddenly felt a vibration in my back pocket. I suddenly pulled out my old cell phone. I got I text message from someone named pineapple head. Oh wait, that's Tom!

Pineapples head
//where on our way//  

Is all it said. Then replied with.

Y/n
//sweet! Can't wait//

I then put the phone back in my pocket. I still had no control though. I grabbed my backpack and start rummaging through the coset. I then realized what I'm doing. This is when I ran away. I was going threw my coset for clothes I needed. My backpack was now haft packed. Then I went to my desk looking threw the droughts. I found a few things and I went to the last drought and found a framed picture of you and the boys. The glass was cracked but despite that you all looked happy. You took this picture when you all were 15. Back then, Tom use to have braces and smiled a lot too. Edd always have his hair over his eyes and still somehow see. Matt was actually a lot smarter and wear his glass all the time too. Tord world alway dye his hair a darker cooler and always wear a black cot. And me, I was a very emo looking girl. I always had my hair on one side of my face. It was always so messy but in a good way at the same time, very bad. My dad cut my hair because he was sick of seeing my hair in such a way. Leaving me with the hair I have now. I then felt something wet going down my face as I picked up the picture of all of us. My desk had a hand mirror on it and I picked it up to look threw. I was crying.

Why am I crying? I can't remember...

This is just a nightmare, you'll wake up soon.

I then felt my phone vibrate again. I got another text message from tom.

Pineapples head
//we're at the corner where are you??//

Y/n
//Still at the house heading there now//

I put my phone, along with the hand mirror and pictures in my backpack. I walked out of my room and tip-toed my way down stairs quietly.

I hate this part...

I want down stairs and thought. 'I should get something for the guys as a thank you' I went to the kitchen and opened the fridge and snacks the pack of cola and shoved it in my backpack, unaware of what my past self will experience after that. I then turned around to Come face to face with the monster I grow up with. "And where do you think your going?" He hissed.

"N-nowhere..." I lied and lowered my head.

"Why are you going out in the middle of the fucking night?" He questioned. I stayed quiet. "ANSWER ME!" He yelled. This made me jump with fear and yelled a bit. He looked even more angry by my scared reflects. "See, that! That's your problem!" He yelled again, referring to the scared jump I did. "How are you supposed to be a proper shoulder by the time you tune 18 huh? Your scared of every god damn thing." He continued. "Useless, how useless can you be? I've done everything to make you the shoulder you were meant to be and now look at you, your what people don't wanna see." I kept my head lowered until he says "look at me" he demanded. I didn't listen. "LOOK AT ME SHOULDER!!" I jumped and shot my head up and said.