I'm not a fighter (Tom x reader)

Truth

//tom's pov//

I was on my way to the park with Edd's car. The sun was rising and I could see some people jogging on the side walk. I ignored it. The ride was quite. The whole car ride there, I was thinking about Y/n.

Is she hurt? Why is she at the park? Does she need my help? No...she doesn't need my help...I'm just giving she a ride back home and that's it...

As I was driving and filling my head with thoughts of what would happen if she got in the car or if she'll even talk to me the way back, the park came into view.

She doesn't like me the same I do towards her...

She was sitting on a bench. The same bench I was sitting on when she said her didn't like me.

Ugh! Just get her out of your head tom! She made it clear, she doesn't wanna be friends or more...

I stopped in front of the park. I honked the horn for her to know I was here. She didn't look back, she just sat there with her hands in her pocket. I waited for about 30 seconds and honked the horn again. She didn't look back. Maybe she's wearing her ear phones. She wears those all the time so maybe...maybe I should go check up on her and tell her I'm here. "Here goes nothing.." I say to myself. I took a breath then walked out.

// your pov//

The sound of my favorite song filled my ears. The sun has resined. The sun light hits my face as I close my eyes. My dream replied in my mind over and over again. " mr. Camber..." I spoke quickly and softly. I really miss him. How he would give me a stick of gum all most every time I walked back from school. When ever my dad would go on his trips for work in the military, I would bring over the gang and they would visited me. And when they came by mr. Camber would be there, Giving everyone a stick of gum. He was so nice to us and he was good at keeping secrets...was... we all got in trouble one time and I told him about it. He would laugh and tell me story's about when he was a kid he would get in trouble all the time. Never once he got caught.

"Mr. Camber... Isn't that the guy who gone missing and never found?" A voice suddenly Spock. Besides the music I could still hear past it. The voice was quite. I looked beside me to see tom sitting on the other side of the bench. I still had a bit of tears on my eyes as I looked at tom. A bit surprised at his sudden appearance next to me.

"Sorry.." Is all he said. I could hear a bit of sadness in his voice. I wonder why?
It's only been ten seconds until I finally decided to speak. I hadn't planed on what to say yet though.

"Tom...?" I said, with a calm yet low voice.

"Yeah...?" Was all he said.

"Why are you ignoring me?" I asked. Sadness and curiously dripped off my voice.

"Look, I know you said you just wanted us to be friends! But-" he paused. "my mind was on you this whole time! And after that night were I confused to you and you said "just friends" but I couldn't bear to look at you and think of that night and-"

"Tom!" I interrupted him.

What the hell was he saying?!

I confused to you...?

Just friends...?

That night...? You mean that date! Night?!

Tom paused. "The fuck are you talking about?" I questioned.

//tom pov//

"The fuck are you talking about?" She questioned. Maybe I'm not being More specific. I took a break and began to speak.

" Y/n, I'm sorry.  I'm not cut out for anything like that, especially with you. But that night at the movies and the bar where you got crazy drunk and got us kicked out, was the best day of my life. You said you just wanted to be friends, but I couldn't handle it, so I ignored you. I knew I shouldn't have but I'm an asshole. I know that but that's gonna Change, we can still be friends Y/n. Promise." It was quite for about fifteen seconds. I feel like she's gonna slap me any time soon. She looked shocked the entire time. I probably got her mad. A chuckle escaped her lips. "Huh...?" she thinks it's funny? Wow...rude..

//you pov//

As he told me shit I don't even remember, I remembered one thing.
I. Got. SOOO. Drunk!! Holy shit! That's why!! I'm Such an idiot! It was because of me that he's ignoring me! This is my fault! Now that I think of it, it's kinda funny how he thought I didn't wanna be....wanna be....his girlfriend!? Wait he confessed to me?! And my drunk ass said no to him!? The shit?!! That's why I quit drinking! I do stupid shit a lot!

My heart was beating as fast as it was when I was having a panic attack which I think I'm gonna have or just straight up vomit. Soon I let out a chuckle of how dumb this whole situation is and the reason why he was ignoring me. "Huh...?" Tom questioned.

"Tom, your such an idiot! Don't you think that maybe I said that because ya know, I was drunk?! I do and say stupid things! I think that's why I quite drinking." I let out a laugh at the end. Tom looked straight up stupid at how this situation was. He looked like he just realized all of this, but I could tell he was relief. It was silent again. "I apologize" was all I said.

"For laughing at my stupidity or for no good reason cause' you did nothing wrong?" He said.

"Oh ya know, I little bit of both"

//time skip//

The car ride was silent and very awkward. But in a good way. We both were already home. I was laying in bed thinking of the words he said to me. 'I confessed to you...' My face heated up as soon as I thought of this.

"Ugh whatever! I'll think about it in the morning..."