I'm not a fighter (Tom x reader)

Saying Goodbye

I was so stunned.

I have a little brother...

Now I know I'll half to definitely stay here. For my little brother. I can't leave him alone. Not with him.

And his name is freakin' Thomas! What are the god damn odds?!

I sat in the living room, to scared to go back up stairs. The fact that I had a little brother bothered me, but that's not why I was scared.

I just didn't want to see my room. My mom has been telling me that nothing was wrong with my room, and that it was the way it was when I left. But that's not why.

I don't want to be reminded of the old memories I had. Still, even if most of them were happy ones, I know I'll cry.

I looked around the house. The walls still looked the same as when I left but there was still pictures of my little brother Tomas.

I'm still weirded out that his name is Tomas...

And I also found out that he was adopted...

Which was strange, he looks like my dad. He had the same dark hair as he did, but he looked peaceful when he sleeps just like my mom. He was also six years old.

I wonder what my dad did to him...

He probably taught him how to use knives like he did to me at the age.

Paul was also still following me around. Tord also came back, he said he didn't want to go back out there again because he felt like the old memories were killing him on the inside.

I guess I felt the same. I missed this place to but I still want to go home.

Me and Tord sat there bored. I couldn't text or call the guys at home. my phone was thrown out by Tord, and Tord threw his as well, and I don't want to use the house phone.

I still felt like absolute crap right now.

I have been found after five years.

This is hell.

But the same.

For the past five years of living with Edd and the gang was so fun. We had EDDventures everyday and it was so much fun.

I knew Edd really liked to call adventure after him so I call them to his liking.

Everyday was different, and now I'm here.

My mom was kind enough to agree to let me say goodbye to the guys. Tord has told me he was going to them that he was going to live in the city, and accomplish his dream.

What dream...?!

What a lie, but then again I can't shame him for lying since I've don't it for my entire life.

And for me, I was going to tell them half the truth.

I was going to tell them I ran into my mom who was buying in the grocery store. Then, she begged me to come home and I agreed.

It pained me. So much.

"Are we ready?" My mother asked, putting on her jacket.

It pained me to even say yes so I just walked away from the couch and walked outside.

This is it.