Chapter 5

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Amaris POV
I woke up at like 7:30 because I had to use the bathroom. When I tried to move i couldn't because josh was laying basically on top of me, his arms got tighter when I tried to move
"Where you going man?" He mumbled
"Move boy I gotta pee" i said.
"Well hurry up bruh" he said grabbing the pillow I was laying on.

I walked to the bathroom and just thought. I kissed this man last night, I wonder how did he feel about me kissing him. After I finished using the bathroom and washing my hands I went to get back in the bed because I was still sleepy and it was still wayyyy to early for me.

When I walked back in the room Josh was in my spot so i pushed him over to his side then off the bed.
"Yo what the fuck you doing" he said jumping
"You wasn't waking up when I told you to get up" I said giggling
"Bro it's to fucking early to be play take yo ahh back to sleep Maris." He said getting back in the bed. I got back in the bed and turned my back towards him.
"Man bring yo ass here" he said pulling me close to him.
"No, you was just mean to me when I was just playing with you" I said wiggling to get out his grip
"That ain't how you play in the morning baby and I suggest you stop moving" josh grunted and press up against me, making me gasp and jump
"Really boy" i said smacking his chest.
"I told you to stop moving" he said laughing.

After that i went back to sleep. This was the best sleep they had gotta in a long time. It's like they was a perfect match for each other's body

When we finally woke up it was going on 1 o'clock. I got out the bed and looked at my phone and seen my mama had been calling me, so I called her back.

Phone Call
"AMARIS NICOLE GRANT where the hell you at?" She said
"I'm still at Ms. Kathy house I just woke up" I said
"Okay we'll get home soon, you had me scared baby" she said
"I'm sorry mama" I said
"It's okay baby. Be safe love you" she said
"I love you too mommy" I said
End of phone call
I went into the bathroom and looked for stuff to do my hygiene with.
"What you looking for?" Josh said wrapping his arms around me
"A toothbrush" I said pushing him away.
"It's under the sink, and stop moving girl let me live on you" he said grabbing me back. I shook my head and started brushing my teeth. I bent over and he started humping me.
"Josh if you don't move, imma kick you where the sun don't shine" I said standing up straight.

When I finally finished my hygiene I put on my clothes from the night before and headed to my car.
"Do you have to leave bestfriendddd" Josh whined. I was sitting in my car and he was holding the door open
"Yes, I feel nasty I need to go take a bath" i said
"Yeah cause I smell you over here" he said covering his nose
"You don't smell me bitch" I said laughing
"Aye watch ya mouth, you know ion like that word" he said
"Sorry bestie" I said
"But aye we need to talk about last night. Call me when you get situated, I love you babygirl" he said closing my door
"I love you too" I said starting the car.
I watched him walk back to the house and i hooked my phone up to the aux and played NBA Youngboy- valuable pain

On the way home I thought about what I did last night. I didn't mean to but it felt right to do. I also thought about the conversation we was going to have when I called him.

I got home like 20 minutes later, when I got home my mama was sleep on the couch, i went to wake her up to let her know I was home. After I woke her up I went upstairs to take a shower. It took a twenty minute shower then put on adidas pants, black shirt with an adidas jacket, black shoes and cross body adidas purse. Yes I know I was adidas down.

After I finished doing my hair, I called Josh to see if he wanted to talk in person

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After I finished doing my hair, I called Josh to see if he wanted to talk in person. 
"Wassup" he said through the phone
"Hey. I called to ask if you wanted to talk in person" I said
"Yeah sure" he said
"Alright I'll be there in 20 minutes, be ready cause we going to eat" I said
"Okay bet, be safe" he said
"I will" i said then hanging up

I went to my mama room and told her that I was going out to eat with josh and that Ill be back later. 
I got in the car and listened to music all the way to josh house.

When I pulled up to his house he was sitting on the porch. When he seen me pull up he jumped out the chair and ran to the car.
"Boy what you running for" I said laughing
"My mama nem getting on my last nerves" he said rolling his eyes
"BOYYYY" I said laughing
"It aint funny" he said pouting
"I'm sorry" i said pulling off.
"Where you want to eat?" I said
"Steak n shake" He said

It was a comfortable silence between me and josh only thing that could be heard was the music playing. I could tell Josh was in deep thought every time I glanced at him he was looking on the window.

"You okay?" I said
"Yeah just thinking" he said
"Wanna talk about it?" I said
"We will when we get seated" he said.

Ten minutes later we pulled up to Steak 'n Shake.  We got out and waited to be seated.

When we finally sat down and ordered I looked at josh, he was deep in his phone not paying attention.
"You ready to talk?" I asked.
"Yeah" he said
"My bad for kissing you last night, it just felt right" i said
"It's straight Maris. I was just shocked that you did that" he said. I looked down because what I was about to say next probably would not go right.
"I think we should stop being friends" I said with my head
"Nah pick ya head up and say that shit louder" he said
"I think we should stop being friends" I said trying to avoid eye contact, he looked at me for a second and shook his head
"If you do this again don't bother coming back man, I'm tired of you doing this. I know I'm breaking yo heart but I'm sorry man. I want to be with my girl just as much as I want to be with you" he said getting up to leave. I just let him leave i didn't have the energy to fight with him anymore.

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