Hopelessly Satisfied// (UNDER EDIT)

Helpless forever

Elizas pov

As we make our way to angelica he instantly leaves my arm
Which leaves me
.. Cold and lonely...

"Mister, hamilton" Angelica curtsies
"I see that we meet again" she smirked at him "Miss, Schuyler" he bends and kisses Angelicas knuckles
"It seems so"

I could only sit by and watch them get smitten while I'm breaking slowly in the sidelines.

"Ahh Mister, Hamilton I'm guessing you've already met my sister?" Angelica says suddenly as she grabs my arm, which causes me to blush nervously "ahh yes Miss, Elizabeth Schuyler, I'm guessing we'll be acquaintances soon" he says as he smiles, which made my heart love him even more "thank you for all your service" wait, what am I doing!? I can't start a conversation in the middle of there conversation! You're so dumb Betsy!
"if it takes fighting a war to meet Angelica then sure will have it been worth it" and as soon as Alexander said that my blushed faded rapidly and I saw him walking closer to Angelica and completely ignoring me...  As they continued their conversation

3rd person pov

It was a magical night for Angelica Schuyler, she seemed like the brightest woman in that whole ball, she was most certainly dazzling the whole room and by her side was Alexander Hamilton,
Men were envious of Alexander
But the only person who was envious of Angelica was her dear sister Eliza.
They seemed like the perfect pair as they started to dance and waltz around the room.
The night got darker and soon they would have to part ways

Angelicas  pov

I giggle

"What a splendid night today was.." I smile at Alexander "of course miss, Schuyler it was an absolute pleasure being by your presence this evening" he says while I look into his eyes which sparkle in the light "Angelica!" Peggy says and she comes walking beside me "yes Peggy? Oh! How rude of me! Alexander meet my sister" I say signaling him to meet Peggy "Alexander Hamilton" he bows "margarita Schuyler but you can call me Peggy" Peggy says as she Curtises "I heard you fight in the War, thank you for your service!" Peggy says excitedly "If it takes fighting a war to meet Angelica than it's worth it," he says as he grabs my hands.
I giggle and blush lightly
"oh, Peggy what did you want to tell me?"
I say to Peggy "oh yea that's right! Father Said That was leaving" Peggy says to me "oh my.. how terrible I guess our time has ended Mister, Hamilton" I look at him and smirk "remember to write to me miss, Schuyler" he says "oh of course and here's my address"  I say whilst I whisper it into his ear "oh and Goodbye miss, Peggy it was a pleasure to meet you" he says as Peggy grins "aw thank you, Alexander! Well, I must be going goodbye" Peggy says as she turns around and leaves.
Alexander grabs my knuckles and kisses them one last time "goodbye miss, Schuyler. May we cross paths again" he says to me as I start to  Blush and chuckle "indeed, may we meet again," I say as I turn around and make my way to the exit

Elizabeths pov

This feels like a nightmare.
I feel like I want to wake up already, my hearts hurts so much as I glance towards Angelica and my dear Alexander dance in the middle of the room, I clench my heart as a tear started to go down my face.

Everyone seemed to stare daggers towards Alexander but  I seemed to be the only one envious of Angelica, I wished so dearly to be where she is right now... I wish I would have just told her in the first place that I was absolutely helpless for him, if I did then I wouldn't be in so much pain right now.

God, what are you thinking Elizabeth! your hurt

No. I'm fine I'm happy for Angelica. you hate her

I don't hate her! She deserves to have him no

Of course not she.... she's the reason your heartaches 

I-... she's the reason you'll be miserable forever

No-... Angelica took away your happiness

... you will always be helpless

God no..tears started to spill down my face as I look towards the ground, no matter how much I try to fool myself I hate everything that's going on.

I hate angelica for not realizing that she Took the man I wanted who made me feel so helpless

I hate her for creating this pain that was overwhelming me

But most of all I hate myself for thinking these things

I made my way to the bathroom and sobbed so much that my eyes were red.
Heh

I will be helpless forever.