Hopelessly Satisfied// (UNDER EDIT)

It's time to tell the truth

*reynolds phamlet*

* Elizabeth's perspective*
we left to go upstate,Angelica has been a bit sad on the way but tries to act like she was happy for the kids, of course i feel like even tho it crushed angelicas heart for her husband not to come and spend some quality time with her she still undertands why he did? Im a bit confused on why...but that dosen't matter now for now all i must know is that me dear sister understands and knows why he didn't come those too really togeather like a puzzel...,anyways once we got to our father's house we all got are things down and settled there Angelica was still a bit sad that Alexander couldn't come but she had to be happy for Philip. It's been a few mouths since we left to go upstate nothing is different today but I feel quite odd like something Incredible or something bad is going to happen...I just have that feeling today thank God my husband John church didn't come, it would have been so boring here even with Angelica and her kids,another mouths go by and that feeling that very bad feeling in my stomach is happening again I was checking up on the mail when my father was up on the table it was quite odd everybody outside was reading something I didn't know what but I opened that letter that's in that everybody had and I read it, it says " the Reynolds pamphlet by Alexander Hamilton" at first I was a bit confused why Alexander was writing a pamphlet so I kept reading and I was shocked I was filled with anger, my blood boiled, I couldn't believe what I was reading my brother-in-law and the one that I loved was having an affair with Maria Reynolds whould this happen to me too if i had spoken out to angelica and let her introduce him to me??, I could just hear every person whispering and gossiping about this and that made me so angry because they were talking about angelica saying negative things about her and then they were gossiping about there marrige i filled with digust right now,I didn't want Angelica to see this just yet so I picked up the paper and threw it away I had to go to Alexander immediately and tell him how I felt. After I said goodbye to my sister I could tell that she could see something was wrong with me but I didn't care about that right now i know that soon she will see Reynolds pamphlet paper everywhere but , i left and while i was walking threw the town where my sister and her unfaithful husband lived and from the corner of my eye i then I saw him Alexander, I went up to him and said....

*alexanders perspective*
after having the affair with Miss Maria Reynolds for one year i had feeling that James Reynolds was well aware of his wife's unfaithfulness. Now because of it he continually supported the relationship to regularly gain blackmail money from me...i had no choice i can't let anybody know about this i will have to pay him 1,300 dollars so i paid mr. Reynolds his money, it didnt get any better..i was forced to admit to the affair after James Reynolds threatened to implicate him in Reynolds' own scheme involving unpaid back wages intended for veterans can feel the guilt in my back so I knew what I had to do I got into my office and made political sacrifice I wrote the Reynolds pamphlet and it says " "The charge against me
Is a connection with one James Reynolds! For purposes of Improper speculation
My real crime is an Amorous connection with his wife For a considerable time With his knowing consent I had frequent meetings with her Most of them at my own house Mrs.hamilton and our kids being absent on vist to her father"once it got into the paper everyone was talking about it...and jefferson and james madison knew that because of this i could never be president now,to them that was one last thing to worry about.i was walking when i saw her.....eliza!? All the way from london? Eliza comes up to me and says "i came as soon as i heard" then i say despertaly "eliza thank god someone who understands what im struggling her to do" i try to plant a kiss one her knuckles but she swipes her hand away and with a death stare says "im not here for you" i was shocked and a bit sad she then says " I know my sister like I know my own mind you will never find anyone as loving or as intelligent"she is talking more but with anger in her voice and is yelling a bit " I love my sister more than anything in this life she would choose my happiness over her's every time"then she comes close and says " put what we had a side I'm standing at her side you can never be satisfied God I hope you're satisfied!"then she walks off with anger and im just standing there realizing what the heck ive done i start to cry so i run back home to my office and wipe away the tears and keep working like known of that ever happend.i have to face reality i did a horrible thing and now im an unfaithful husband, ill never be president and everybody must hate me especially

Angelica

To be continued....