Hopelessly Satisfied// (UNDER EDIT)

He is not loyal anymore..

*maria reynolds*

*alexanders pov*
I was working on my desk,it was just a few weeks since Angelica and Eliza went
Upstate, there's nothing like summer in the city i thought,i then i remembered how stressful this was I haven't slept in a week I was weak I was awake haha im so tired, you've never seen a guy like me more need of a break longing for Elizabeth even tho thats never happend before but in this moment i was to filled with stress and tiredness that i just went with it and im also missing my wife that's pretty normal tho.. i missed her ever since she left now here i am tried and stressed at night man i wish i went upstate with them... then i heard a knock on the door and that's when miss maria reynolds walked into my life she said " I know you are a man of honor I'm so sorry to bother you at home but I don't know where to go and i came here all alone"she said i was a bit confused on who and why this woman was here but the she says " my husband's doing me wrong beating me,cheating me, mistreating me"wait what i never thought a husband could be so cruel to his wife i know that sometimes both partners may not love each other but abusing,cheating and mistreating your wife is in a whole other level,i would never imagine doing that to my dear angelica so after she said that i was up and gone by all means she didnt have to go on, so i offered her a
lone,just to help her out a bit i also offered to Walk her home, she said "you're to kind sir" she grabs my arm which i was ok with since im to tired to make sense of anthing right now and we leave the house, I gave her 30 bucks that I had stocked away,she lived a block away she says
" this one's mine sir" then i say " well I should head back home" I said a bit nervous cuase i had to back to my sad reality again... but then she turned red she led me to her bed let her legs spread and said "stay?" Then i say "hey"a bit nervous cuase what the heck is she doing???
Then she says "hey" then I began to pray Lord show me how to say no to this how can I say no to this, but God she looks so helpless and a body saying hell yes it feels worng to think these things since i am angelica's husband...but the tiredness in me just couldn't stop...  she says "woah~" show me how to say no to this when there's no where I can go "go go go" i keep hearing in my head but then her mouth is on mine and I can't say no.....

And a few things lead to another and i cant belive this but

i cant say *no* to this

To be coninued