The three Musketeers and their fears

XVIII

All of the girls has struggled throughout this story. But little do they know, they just past baby obstacles. -Char

Robyn Meagan

"Robyn. . . Hey Roby, where you been? I was going to come over but ya know" my girls said as we was on oovoo.

"I'm in Louisiana. In my condo the twins paid for. Calvin has a little house on the beach not to far away."

"Bitch you ain't never leave without us knowing!" D yelled.

"I did, I'm sorry boo. So much been going on, ugh. But look. Calvin and I will be out there soon."

"That's good, Brandan & I will love to see you guy's" Cassie said.

"Why you so, happy. Ya ass been on some fuck the universe type shit" I said.

"B been giving Cassie the D" Sagittarius yelled in the background.

"Heyyy Tari" I yelled.

"Wassup, how's Cal. I been hitting his line but I ain't got no luck"

"He sleep" I said putting the phone on him.

"Ugly as hell boa" B said as he got in the camera.

We all laughed. This the type of fun we should have.

Anonymous

"You gonna let that bitch get away with that shit man. For real? She out hea hitting these licks and you aight with that? Nigga you crazy for real."

... said to me.

I walked off and went into my room. I never believed in revenge. But I do now. I told myself I'm to good to be hurt. But I'm showing myself different.

Chanel Darnell

"Mom tell me why ionno what college to attend for the fall"

"Because you don't know which one to choose between. You need to make your mind up quick. I.I'm planning your trunk party soon."

"Yeah I know."

"What College Sagittarius going to?" my dad ask as he walked to the gym room.

"Either San Diego or LSU. Football teams are good plus he likes the curriculum" I said.

"That boy gotta good head on him. I never wanted to say this but, I actually like him" my dad said.

My mom & I looked at each other.

"They've been together for a while and you just now saying it." my mom said.

"Had to give it time. Only time could tell & he's a good guy D. Keep him" he said.

Then my cat brushed against my leg. "Come on J. let's go see what these colleges talking about" I said picking her up.

I received letters from over 35 colleges. Including Harvard university and Yale university. I know those are top notch but they have nothing for me. My mom really want me to go but, a female like me with those rich, snobby, stuck up white kids; hell naw. Then the teachers wouldn't be fair. Hell to the Nawl. I tried going to a good high school with the white kids. I only made it one semester. Dealing with them would be harder than dealing with the work, ugh.

What to choose, what to use.

Cassie Cassandra

I decided to have lunch with "my mom".

Whatever reason she has for not being there as a mother, isn't good enough for the anger I have because of her to go away.

I want to know the truth and nothing but the truth. Fuck the Sorry's & stories.

I finished my blunt and got out my new car. I traded my Lexus truck for a Mercedes Benz car.

My hair was in a bun & I had on a long dress that showed my curves. With some Kenneth Cole sandals. And a Kenneth Cole wallet. My dolce gabbana sunglasses was blocking the sun and everything. Outfit was fleek .

I walked into Bacchanalia. The number one best restaurant in the A. If you haven't tried it, go try it now.

"Hi Ms.Cassandra . Your party is in the back at the top, as usual" The lady at the desk told me.

"Thank you Darlene" I thanked her.

I walked through the restaurant. I guess I looked good because I caught some people attention, unless they think I'm ugly.

I seen V & this man. He must be the bitch that helped her make me.

The guy stood up as V did & he pulled out a chair for me.

"Thank you for coming Cassie" She said.

I was going to be polite today. "You're welcome" I said.

"You look lovely" The man compliments me.

"Thank you again" I said.

"Well this is, Chase, Your- well. The guy that helped me create you." V said.

I looked at the man & man man man. That's who I look like.

"Do you have any other children?" I asked him.

"Yes, a 15 year old daughter " Honestly, I just found out about you. V kept it from me" he said.

Then I looked at her. You just fuckin up today V. I thought to myself. "Well . . ."

Robyn Meagan

"It's around that time we have "the talk" Roby." Calvin said as I was watching Tv.I knew exactly what he was talking about. As much as I tried to avoid it, he won't let it go. I guess it bothers him.

"Alrighty" I said turning the tv off and scooting over.

He signed then spoke. "I couldn't tell you my lifestyle because I had a feeling, you wouldn't love me anymore. I ain't going to lie to you Meagan. I wasn't going to tell you. Only when it was right or something"

"Hiding it from me is what makes it worse. I would've suspected something if I never see you going to work & somehow someway, I have a half million dollar ring on my finger and you come home everyday with nothing but name brand clothes for me. You have house & cars. Bae I already suspected that, that night when I asked you. I didn't plan on getting mad. In my head, I thought you was going to keep it real with me instead of beating around the Bush. How do you expect me to love you when I don't know the person I'm supposed to be loving?"

He sat there quiet. Then he finally opened his mouth, "I had to leave because my dad was a drug dealer. He got killed and I took over. Brandan; Cassie guy. We're cousins. We been tight rocking together since my father death. B aint have a Daddy only a mom. His dad died in a gang fight. His mom took his slot. Losing our daddies made is close. Shit, our dad's was tight when they where youngins to. Brandan & I got old enough &. . . We here. I thought about you everyday I wasn't with you. My very first drop, I thought of you & I knew it was a possibility I wouldn't have you. But I also wanted to spoil you & have a good lifestyle for my family. No job wasn't going to give me the money to live how I want to live. Then. I thought about you falling out of love because of the drugs. I can't live knowing I lost you. I necessarily didn't have to take his spot. But in the drug world, that's how it goes down Roby. I soled throughout 8th grade to high school. I even soled to the principal bae. He got me the real hook ups. Niggas all over the world wanted my shit. I finished high school early, my junior year because of him. Did my freshman year of college at UIC and then came back for you. I still want to live a normal lifestyle but I did alot of shit, just to live this here lifestyle."

I never wanted to be dealing with drugs or a drug dealer but Calvin, Calvin is a good guy. A guy like him; is rare.

I stood up and walked off. For some reason I was getting emotional. I ran to the bathroom and cried. Why am I crying? Then all of a sudden, I threw up.

Calvin rushed to the bathroom. "Baby, you okay?" he asked.

"I'm pregnant" I answered.