The three Musketeers and their fears

XXIII

Calvin:

"There was times I would go to take a shower and I couldn't in warm water.

There was times I would ask for five dollars from my folk but they couldn't afford to spare it.

Times when my parents wouldn't eat because me and my siblings had to.

Repeated clothes, because I couldn't afford none. . . I don't want my child to grow up the way I did Rob. Im doing what I can for you and my unborn child. I'm not putting your life at risk baby. I get it, you scared that imma get hurt but it's for y'all" I said into the phone as I was sitting on the plane. Listening to her worry made me sad. She's with B and Cassie, can't have her alone. "Robyn can you just trust me!! . . .

So why'd you say yes to my purpose? Why you keeping my child?

Why bother with me, if you don't know if you can trust me?"

Damn. It hurts to hear that your girl doesn't trust you to take care of her. I never told her "no" or "not right now" because there's nothing my baby can't have. I don't give a fuck who says what. She's mine and mine deserve more than the universe.

"Look your frustrating me. I'll call you when I get to the hotel wife. . . I'm not arguing with you no more. I said bye. Tss whatevea. I love you" I hung up on her fussing and put my phone in airplane mode. She's to much right now. I lit a blunt and laid back. Inhaling this plant, slowly forgetting everything that makes me smoke. "Calvin" I open my eyes to a thick latina flight attendant in front of me. Thick like a big ass, big tites, big thighs, and a little pudge. "Wasssup"

"I'll be assisting you this flight. My name is Charmain"

"That's wasssup" I say inhaling my plant.

"Would you like anything?" she says shifting her weight to her right leg and licking her lips. Her lips are full and big. She's wearing red lipstick and her lips look perfect for you know what.

"I'm good" I say as I hear Robby laugh in my head.

"I'll do anything papi" she says with an accent.

Then . . .

Brandan:

Cassie and Robyn are out shopping for dinner. Robyn staying with us until my man Calvin comes back. He has a sell and trade deal tomorrow and hopefully things go his way. Especially for his newborn child. Robyn hasn't told the girls yet. I understand though, I guess.

My phone rang "wasssup baby" I said into the device.

"What you doing, I got your text? Saying we need to talk"

"Awe yeah, we're leaving Atlanta on Wednesday for Chicago. Going to look at a few places" I said. It's Sunday, around 11:47 a.m.

"Okay. That's cool. You making moves today? "

"Nah, actually I'm done for today."  Cassie Cakes talking about making dinner so im staying to see this with my own eyes. I say watching my guys clean up a teenage boy body & blood.

"Boy hush. We'll see you. Okay? "

"Aight sexy. Love you. " she hangs up & I go back to me.

Tari ( Sagittarius name is still Sagittarius but ima call him Tari. Pronounced like "Terry"):

"D, ion wanna talk to you about this no more man. This shit getting old. Just talk to me" I said through the bathroom door.

D and I are arguing because she doesn't want to go back to therapy.