A Sight For Sore Eyes

Kakashi x reader ch.15

(yay finally, i am uploading another chapter that isn't the past!!!! whoo!)

Y/N's p.o.v*

i jolt out up from the bed, sweat running down my face along with tears i woke up with. My hand clutched onto my shirt over my heart, my eyes would dart all around my bedroom trying to regain of where i was. I took a deep breath out and layed back down with my head on the soft fluffy pillow, i closed my eyes to expect myself to go back to sleep. But it was of no use, i sit up and get out of the bed now fully awake, i change into my jonin uniform (you wear leggings instead of slacks) i strapped the pouch into my thigh and the headband around my waist, i then jumped out the window and started jumping from rooftop to rooftop in the night sky. no talking, no thinking, just silence to myself for just having a dream of my whole past.

After jumping around i landed in front of the training grounds, i walked slowly up to a training pole. i stopped once i was only a foot away, the memories of watching my own house collapse before me made myself furious, i yell and kick it "I could have saved them!," i begin throwing punches, watching as the wood would dent ever so slightly punch after punch "if *huff* only i used, my chakra!" i kick another time, i continued to punch and kick as tears slowly fell down my cheeks "i knew *hic* the right jutsu, *hic* i just, was t-to damn scared!" i say and go for a final punch.Only to have my fist caught by someone else's hand, the hand pulled me into a hug before i could look up and see, my head rested on their shoulder as one of their hands where on my back while the other on my head, out of the corner of my eye i could see a hint of white hair. i smiled weakly and wrapped my arms around his neck, i began to cry into his shoulder, he slowly began to rub my back softly "shh, i'm here. it's not your fault for their death, it was life's fault" he mumbled softly, i continued to weep into his shoulder as my hand went into his soft hair, i gently clutched onto it "it's almost morning, let's get you home okay?" i asks speaking softly into my ear, i nod and muffle a quiet 'mhm' into his shoulder. He kisses the top of my head and picks me up bridal style, i didn't want him to see my red puffy eyes and dried tear stains down my cheeks so i just muffled my face into his chest, holding tightly onto him as he jumped to the rooftops

Once we landed in front of my door he placed me down, i unlocked the door and walked in, i didn't hear him walk in after me. i turn around to see him still outside "come in kashi" i say softly, he looked slightly surprised that i invited him inside but took the invite and walked in. i took off my jonin jacket and hanged it on a coat rack. the shirt i was wearing was an undershirt so it fit tightly around my body, showing off my curves. kakashi took off his and hanged it as well. i walked up to him and rested my head on his chest "can we please just snuggle?" i ask, he smiles softly under his mask "of course (Y/N)" he says, we both sit down on the couch, he sits sideways on the couch and grabbed me by the waist and pulled me towards his chest, he wrapped his legs around me and held onto me, i held onto his arms and rested my head down on him. My (E/C) eyes looking into his steel grey one, i pulled down his mask and gently pecked his lips, he smirked and made the once peck into a full on kiss, i kissed back deeply

(oof, sorry it is short. it is around christmas so the chapter are gonna be short. but tell me if you'd like to have a christmas side story chapter on christmas eve or christmas day? whichever the one, but please tell me yes or no on the christmas side story)