put me somewhere in your shelf, i'll stay i promise. [completed]

you were the love of my life.

Sometimes

I still think

I'm waiting

for you to come back,

like you're out there

putting me through

a hell living without you

yet somehow

I'm the one stuck

waiting on you,

waiting

for the chance

to see you.

I know there's a place

in my dreams

where we meet

like you never left

but the touch

on my hands

just isn't the same

when we're running

in different realms

like you're on the other side of the looking glass

looking right back at me

waiting for the day you can pull me in to the circus

of the wonderland

where love controls magic;

taking over our souls

to float as one

just like we were

when we thought we had won

right before you left me

to bleed on my knees

watching you crash and burn

into my past

that I'll never unsee

until we find each other

once more in this wonderland

I keep believing in

for you

wanting to know you found peace

while sleeping

as I'm drinking the whiskey down

cause I'm always

reminiscing you

wishing

I wasn't alone

holding on

to every memory we made

knowing

you are somewhere

watching me

pen this down

grateful that I did it, survived

the worst of it

only to get worse

like a curse, bound to the past of you

knowing full well

moving on

is never easy

to break

trying

my stupid best

to find the lovely

sitting lonely

only to find

what we once had

I'll never get back;