put me somewhere in your shelf, i'll stay i promise. [completed]

the red couch we used to have.

I was in slow motion
as I sat on the red couch and cried
the day faded into night as stars lit up the sky
reminding me at the end of the day
you will always have a light
even when you think there's nothing inside
all that exists
is the hole in my heart
reminding me over and over
how we're apart
God took his shot
and got the dart on the bullseye
now I'm blind in one eye
and weak in my right foot
my strong will to live crashes
and I break down to ashes
as hard as it gets, I create new plaster
to hide behind a new face, a new age
without you, I ain't getting up on stage
cause in this life I will suck up my pride,
live like you still there by my side
without you I lost my purpose and destiny,
the power to dream, the meaning of victory.