I woke up early the next morning thinking all I witnessed yesterday was just a dream. But it wasnt. She was still there the same place she was last night. There was a knock on the door, thinking it was maybe Baileys mom I went to open it but it turned out to be the rest of the band. Besides Kayla and Margret my band were her best friends.
"Hey mate...you doin okay?" Calum asks me giving me a hug.
"Well you know my eyes burn from lack of sleep and my heart is breaking but other than that my lifes just grand!" I say sarcastically. I sat down on the couch where I slept and put my head in my hands still not ready to face the fact that I could be losing my pride and joy.
"Ash, shes gonna be okay..your gonna be okay, this is just another one of those bumps in the road and we have to beleive its gonna be okay, not just Bailey has to stay strong.. you do to." Luke said gently.
I let a tear finally slide down my cheek making my eyes burn even more.
"I cant do anything for the rest of my life knowing that shes not gonna be there waiting for me on the couch wearing one of my t-shirts with no make up on showing off her natural beauty and her falling asleep in my lap." "I cant lose her. I just cant Luke you know how much I ache right now? I have never hurt this much in my life."
Luke didnt say anything, he just nodded slightly.
"Wheres may?" Michael asked
I wiped off my cheeks and manged to answer without breaking down.
"Her mom went to pick up some family to see Bailey." I said with no emotion in my voice.
The room fell silent for quite some time, I dont think anyone knew what to say. What was there to say? All I wanted was to be home with Bailey in my arms. I have never wanted something more in my life.
"Please, please, please." Was what I said in my head over an over hoping something would work and she would wake up. I went back over to the bed and rubbed my thumb over her temple, laying a kiss on her forhead everyonce in a while. I layed my head on her chest feeling her heart beat against my ear. "Please keep doing that babe.'' I said silently. A tear slid down my cheek again, one after the other, I couldnt hold it in any longer.
(Hey people reading this story sorry this ends oddly but i'm tired so yeah. Anyways thanks to whoever is actually reading this and please spread the word about it! i'll update as soon as I can. night! xoxo)
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