*phone vibrating*
I wake up too early for my liking when my phone starts vibrating on the side table next to my bed. "Are you serious." I mumble to myself still half asleep. I'm not sure who or why someone would be texting me this early.
It was from Luke. Why would he text me? They hate me.
Luke: Hey bro, do you think me and the boys could come over for a chat? I..miss you.
Me: Uh, Yeah I guess.. when will you be over exactly?
Luke: Soon. See ya. (:
Soon. That tells me nothing. I get out of bed and look at the oversized clock on my bedroom wall that Bailey bought. It was 8:35. I grumble and turn on the tv. I wasn't in the mood today to have a chat with anyone but it was company. I need company. I put on my Nirvana shirt and black skinny jeans, my usual outfit and run my fingers through my hair as Bailey used to say "to give it some fluff." I really wish she was here right now. I need her. She was so easy to talk to.
There's a knock at the door and and I know it's them from the loud bundle of voices all talking at once. They always did that and I hated it. I open the door and they all look up at me surprised at how skinny I had a gotten.
"Hey mate.." Michael says giving me a side smile. I say hey back and almost fall on the floor when they all come at me giving me a hug. I start cracking up when I realize how weird it looks that 4 boys are laying in a door way hugging each other. I haven't laughed like that in God knows how long. It felt good. "Well, that was different." Luke says trying to catch his breath from laughing so hard. I giggle and sit back down on the couch.
"So, how are you doing ash?" Calumet asks softly.
"Hm, Well ya know it's been tough I've had better days but I actually feel like I'm getting a little better." I say looking at the floor. I didnt feel as good as I was telling them I just didn't want to get into a conversation about opening up about my feelings when I already am.
"Ya got anything to eat?" Michael asks.
"Really Mikey...?" Luke says giving him a look.
"No, it's fine Luke. And yeah, in the bottom cupboard as always."
Nobody really knew what to say so we ended all watching gravity and then going for pizza. Yes, I went out. And it actually felt great.
Later that night the boys all gave me a hug and we decided to hang out on Friday. Tonight was actually the first fun happy day I've had in a long time. I just hope they last.
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Our lost love {A.I}
FanfictionEveryone thinks i've gotten better. I havn't, I've just got better at hiding it. An Ashton Irwin fanfiction.