Our lost love {A.I}

chapter 7

My heart sunk. How could I have been so stupid? To not even notice how much she was hurting? I dropped the note and put my face in my hands trying to process what I just read. A tear slides down just cheek and my eyes start to burn again. God, I hate myself. I could of freaking prevented losing the only person in my life that made me feel happy to be alive. face just don't understand how or why this had to happen. To me. To her. My phone lights up and its a text from..Wait Bailey..? I close my eyes and look at my phone again it was calum. "Hey bro, you alright? " I was imagining it. For a minute maybe I thought this was all a dream and I would wake up to find Bailey on the couch. For some reason I get up quickly and run into the living room. And there she was. Sitting there smiling right back at me. I run over to the couch to hug her and I snap out of it. I close my eyes and open them again and she was gone. I'm going insane! Why can't she just be here? I shake my head and walk back into my closet. I pick up the letter and examine each word in my head. Soaking up every inch of her written on that page into my brain. I remember the sweatshirt in the drawer and I scramble to find it. There it was, perfectly folded in the bottom of the drawer. I pick it up and the smell of her perfume makes me smile. I hold close to my chest and lay down and cry. Cry until I cant breath. Cant feel a thing. Slowly I fall asleep on the floor with the sweatshirt in my arms like I was holding her.

Sorry this is so short I will update soon!