Paxton summers is your average 17 year old boy he has been suicidal for quite some time. This brunette 6'4 teen has had his heart set on dying. In his eyes it is inevitable everyone dies...Paxton Summers has been like this since he was malested by...
Roses pov After a few test's me and Paxton finally left. We had to go to his house to get his clothes luckily his parents aren't there. Paxton pulls up to his parents house and I see his parents aren't there. Paxton gets out and he walks to my side. He opens my door and helps me out. "Thank you" I tell him. "Your welcome lovely" he says. I feel my face heat up. Me and Paxton walks in his mom and dads house. I cough once I get in all I see is smoke and I smell booze and smoke. I look at Paxton. "You can sit down here or you can go in the truck till I come back" he says. "Yeah Umm ok" I say. I see him rub the back of his neck. I smile. I see his scars on his wrist. "Paxton know that I'm not mad at you for doing this but I'm not proud either your not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness it ok" I say while putting my hand on his cheek. I see him smile a little. I look at his icy blue eyes. I blink and blush while looking away. "Ok you should go get your stuff" I say. He nods. I look at him for a moment. I kiss his cheek. I smile at him. He walks away. I open the door and go to the truck. I open my phone and start to scroll through Instagram. I see it's 12:10pm. I open Snapchat and decide to send out my streak.
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I turn on Scars by Allison Iraheta. I listen to it. After a while of doing that I check the time. 1:20pm. I get a bad feeling in my stomach. I run inside the house and run up stairs. I bang on the bathroom door. But nothing. I get the key I have for it and unlock it. I push the door open. I see Paxton there cutting his wrist I see the blood dripping to the side of the sink to the floor. "No no no Paxton No" i say. I hug him. "No please don't do this please" I say. "Rose I'm sorry but I have no reason to live" he says. I start to cry. "You have me I'm the reason you should stay alive I love you Paxton I Am in love with you I can't live with out you please don't cut anymore" I say while crying. I feel him tense up. "You..you love me" he asks. "Yeah I have been Paxton I love you I love your scars I love your smile I love you laugh I love every part of you" I say.....