Paxton summers is your average 17 year old boy he has been suicidal for quite some time. This brunette 6'4 teen has had his heart set on dying. In his eyes it is inevitable everyone dies...Paxton Summers has been like this since he was malested by...
Paxton's POV I had already thought about getting another tattoo and it's going to be 12/12/18 because that's when I had found out about Rose's pregnancy. I actually want twin boys but they can be handfuls I have baby set a few times and I baby sitter twin boys. I turn into the tattoo parlor. I had asked Rose in the truck if she had wanted to get a couples tattoo of Mickie and Minnie
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And then we both got two snowflakes tattooed on our wrists
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And I had got 12/12/2018 tattooed under my left peck. Once we are done we stop by McDonalds and get our food. I head towards Rose's house in silence
I pulled into her drive way shuttling my truck off and helping her out. "I am going to go lay down for a few babe" I say kissing her lips. I jog up the steps hurting my side in the process I had gotten into a fight and some dude had pulled out a switchblade. I had it stitched up but I couldn't tell Rose. I walked into the bathroom and sit down on the floor. "Why. Why do I have to have depression and anxiety. Why did you have to rape me uncle" I say looking at my bleeding rib cage. I had seen a razor in a package and debated in cutting or not. "It's the only thing I can control anymore" I say as I bring the blade down on my wrist. I had cut seven times before cleaning my arm up and changing into some shorts and a nirvana sweatshirt. I had gotten under Rose's purple comforter and drifted to sleep. I had dreamt about what my uncle done to me when I was 12. "Now stay still and relax" my uncle said grabbing me by the waist. "Stop" I shouted and rose up from the bed quickly to see Rose looking at worried. "I'm sorry Rose" and with that I had laid my head down and quietly sobbed until my body became to tired to do anything more.
