In 37 Days

Twenty four.

Rose pov.
I woke up and I hear stuff being pushed around.
I get up. I walk to my sisters old room. I haven't been in there since she died. I see Ash and Paxton moving a crib. "What are you doing" I ask rubbing my head. "Oh we were just fixing this room for the baby" Paxton says. I walk over to a shelf. I pick up a picture of me holding my sister. "Is something wrong" Ash ask. "No just this was my sisters room" I say. "Oh Rose I'm sorry if I..." Paxton starts but I cut him off. "No it's ok it needs a change"I say. I take the photo and go to my room and put it by my bed. I walk back in to my sisters room. I see Paxton moving a shelf. I see Ash moving a dresser. I smile. I walk to my mom and dads room. I see a photo of me and my dad. I rub my hand over my dads face. I get angry. I slam the photo on the dresser. It beaks. Paxton and Ash run in. "What happen" Paxton ask. "Nothing just broke a Photo" I say. "Oh let me clean it up" he says. "No Paxton I can clean it up it's my fault" I say. I walk down stairs and get the broom and dust pan. I start to clean the glass up. I see the photo. I rip it. I throw it away with the glass and the frame. I walk back to my parents room. I see a photo of me and my mom. I pick it up and smile. I look at it for a while till I hear. "FUCK". I put the photo on the bed and run to my sisters room. I see Paxton holding his foot. "What happened" I ask. "Just this dresser fell on my toe" he says. I try not to laugh. "Are you alright" I ask. "Yeah I'm fine" he says. I smile. I kiss his cheek and go back to my parents room. We I get in the phone goes off. I answer it. "Hello" I say. "Hello is this Rose Winters" a lady ask. "Yes and who might this be" I ask. "I'm from the funeral place you called earlier about how you wanted to have a Funeral for your mother Alice" she says. "Right let me get my boyfriend" I say. I walk to Paxton and Ash. "It's about my mothers funeral" I say. "Oh" he says. He take the phone. He talks for a while. "Ok bye thank you" he says. He hangs up. "So" I say. "Her funeral will be in a week" he says. I nod my head. I kiss his cheek. "I'll go make you some snacks" I say. I go down stairs. I make them some nachos and cheese. I walk back up stairs. I see there done rearranging things. "It looks great" I say. "It does" Ash says. I smile. I see  Paxton looking at his arms. "Paxton is every thing alright" I ask while sitting down beside him. He doesn't answer. "Paxton" I ask. "Oh what" he ask looking at me. "What's wrong" I ask. "Just thinking" he says. "About" I ask. "What if I'm not a good father" he says. "Paxton" I start. I put the nachos down. "Your going to be a great father your going to be a better father then your dad and mine and Ashes" I say. "Really" he ask. "Of course" I say. "Thanks" he says. I kiss him. "Your welcome" I say. I see Ash eating the nachos. "Hey can I stay here for a while" he ask. I laugh. "Straight forwards like always" Paxton says. "Yeah" he says. "Of course you can" I say. We all talk and eat. After a while Paxton and Ash help me make dinner.
"So have you thought of any baby names" Ash ask. "Not yet" I say. "Yeah I'm still thinking" Paxton says. I lock our fingers as I finish eating my toco. I feel my phone vibrate. I get my phone out of my back pocket. I see it's a text from our school.
"Dear students school will be on a 2 hour delay tomorrow"
I smile. "We are having a 2 hour delay tomorrow" I tell Paxton. "Yay" he says. I laugh. "Your an idiot" I say while ruffling his hair. "I know" he says. I laugh. We talk For a while then we decided it's time to go to bed. Ash sleeps on the couch. Me and Paxton change and get in to my bed. I'm about to fall asleep when the house phone goes off. I pick up the phone and answer it. "Hello" I say in a tired voice. "Hi is this Rose winter" a man ask. "Yeah" I say. "Ok well this is police offer Nolan I just wanted to remind you that you can come speak to your father to day" he says. "Alright Thank you" I say. "Your welcome" he says. I hang up and put the phone down. I cuddle up to Paxton. "Who was that" he ask. "Just a police officer telling me that I can see my father tomorrow" I say. "Are you" he ask. "I don't know yet" I say. I feel him hug me. I put my head on his chest and slowly fall asleep to the sound of his heart....