I Guess I'm Gay -Creek South Park fanfiction

Science Fair

Third update this week and I'm doing it on Sunday as well. Ahh , I do love writing so that's fine.

Just letting you know , before that date with Clyde and Tricia , Craig has been an ass to Tweek but I didn't always showed it because I wanted to elaborate Tweek's point of view and I couldn't just keep on talking about how much of a dick Craig is to him , but believe me he has. The video belongs to South Park Studios. Also we're skipping the weekends, which is a bit sad tbh but the plot is calling.

Enjoy

-----------------------------------------------------------

Craig's Pov :

My emotional break down in front of Tweek on Friday was embarrassing and I am still cringing over that. However , at least it was Tweek.

I know Tweek won't tell a soul about it , he wouldn't judge or make fun of me. Even though I have , many times in the past week , to the point I ended up tripping him to make Kevin fucking Stoley laugh and to gain more popularity.

I felt so bad , I barely feel any remorse for things I do but this time , it was different. That might mean two things:

1) I hate being an asshole in general now days

2) I'm gay .

Definately the first option , I mean I really improved my behavior in the past couple of years. I stopped insulting people as much and I still don't like bullying people. I mean , yes there is a difference between being a dick and just horrible human being but still. I've been way more polite to teachers as well and maybe I'll be able to stop flipping people of-

Aw fuck it , I'm gay for Tweek.

"You are the biggest fucking troll ever; y'know God?" I randomly stated looking up at my ceiling "Must you complicate my life so much?"

It's true , I swear I've never been so bewildered since Stan and his stupid group dragged me off to one of their stupid adventures , there were gigantic guinea pigs and I was the leader and oh my God , my head hurts just thinking about it.

If I think about it , I think I've always had feelings for him. (You don't say?)
I mean , in the past year I couldn't even open my mouth whenever he was near. Part of the reason I ignored him , I like being in authority of what I do and I didn't like that Tweek could control me so easily. It also had to do with the fact that I knew I couldn't look him in the eye after our 'break up' in elelmatry. We weren't even dating , properly , I don't know why he got worked up so easily. I mean I didn't know....now I do.

But now might be too late.

I shouldn't have agreed to Kevin's deal, I wish I didn't get persuaded by Clyde . Before Friday , he didn't want anything to do with me and I didn't either . Well , on the outside I didn't. We all know I'm a master at keeping my feelings trapped inside of me , even though I might end up bursting soon. He did talk to me that night , while we were making sure Clyde wasn't pushing it . I actually missed his voice and I did notice he changed a lot.

He isn't as shaky and stressed as he was in 3rd , 4th and 5th grade. He was more calm and I'm happy to say he finally stopped having his parent's coffee , which turned up to have coccaine mixed inside and that's why he was so addicted to it. Bunch of idiots.

Stupid fucking High School , ruining everything for me. I gave up my fucking soul mate for social status.

Wow ,that was a bit exaggerated .