Out From Hiding

An Explanation

A n t h o n y
Good news is .. we didn't completely ruin the show. We only looked awkward on our entrance but hey that's what live theater is all about. After the show I feel kinda tired and wasn't really feeling the adrenaline anymore.

"Wanna hang at my place tonight?" Lin offers, bouncey and clearly hyped up on the crowd. I really need some sleep but I felt like I was gonna disappoint him so my anxieties took over and I accepted.
"Yeah I mean I'm free so it's cool" I respond.
"Yay! I'm so hyper right now whoooo" he bops about backstage and pulls his hair up.
"Let me just get my bag" I say softly and rummage around grabbing items I needed to bring with me.
"I'm aging" he moans.
"Shut up" I laugh at his antics.
"I'm your boss" he reminds me.
"I mean sir yes sir" I salute.

"Im your daddy too" he jokes and I blush before forcing a laugh so I don't make it awkward.
"You are my daddy" I repeat then mentally face palm. Literally who am I *epic cringe*
"Ok I'm ready" I say with a red face
"Perfecto" he practically shouts, ah theater people you sometimes really don't want to be with them.

"So, can I ask you some questions?" He asks once we get in his car.
"Yeah, I trust you" I respond, I always knew what I told Lin wouldn't be judged or taken in any sort of way.
"You should" he says and smiles at me.  I fight a blush crawling up my neck.
"So what kind of feminine things do you like?" He starts.
"Uh I like wearing robes and skirts and dresses and just cute girly flowy clothes. I like wearing some makeup so I look more feminine too and I prefer a curvy body instead of like abs and biceps and stuff" I ramble on and on trying not to leave much out.

"Cool cool.  Are you gay?" He asks the next question.
"I prefer men but women don't completely repulse me...I would have a threesome with a woman y'know? I just wouldn't exclusively be with a woman." I explain my sexuality to the best of my ability.
"Ok and are you like out or???" He asks.
"I'm not really out but sometimes I wear my girly clothes in public and I'm usually wearing makeup but people don't notice" I tell Lin.
"Lookity look at that! We are here" he says and I shake my head.

"What do you want to do?" I ask him as we climb out of his car and yeet into his apartment.
"Whatever" he responds simply and unlocks the door.  We walk into his apartment and I take in what it looks like.  Nice.
"Nice place" I mumble
"Thanks" he says smiling widely.

"Oh, would you like something to drink?" He offered and I nod.
"Water on the rocks" I tell him and he fixes up two glasses of water with ice.
"Thanks, sister" I say and he giggles.
"De nada" wow he's hot when he speaks Spanish.
"Nosotros shouls hablamos espanol" I say and he shakes his head.
"You are just too cute when you speak Spanish" he teases and I feel weird ...is he flirting with me???
"So are you" I murmur.  This awkward flirting can continue all day, see if I care. I care though, I care a lot.