Out From Hiding

Awkward Flirting

A n t h o n y

I sip my water slowly and lose myself in my thoughts for a second.
"What are you thinking about?" Lin asks me and I look up at him.
"Oh uh nothing just stuff" I say and start yawning.
"Like what ?" He wonders. 
     
         "I can't believe this is my life , being on broadway and becoming friends with the most famous playwright of all time." I say.
"I'm not the most famous playwright of all time" Lin says and hides his face.
"Yes you are , and you deserve it.  Don't blush." I compliment him.
"I'm not blushing" he mumbles and keeps his head in his arms.

             "Yes you are." I push his buttons and consider holding his face in my hands.  I pick his head up with my hands and rub my thumb over his cheek.
"That looks like a blush to me." I whisper and hear his breath catch. Oh my god he's beautiful.

       "This is really gay." He says and I pull my hand back, embarrassed.
"Sorry I'm sorry, what am I doing" I ramble and avoid his eyes.
"No it's okay. I'm kidding. I'm gay too." He resounds to me then his eyes widen.
"Shit I meant uh not that that's not ok but I meant like I just I am but it's" he stutters.
"Lin !" Silence flows between us for a few moments.
"Thank you for telling me that, it feels great knowing you can trust me.  I accept you and I feel for you." I tell him.
"Thank you, I do trust you and I'm glad I can tell you these things even if I didn't mean to" He giggles.

           "Wanna watch a movie?" I suggest, pretty uncomfortable with the situation I put the two of us in. 
"Yeah , like a scary movie?" He asks.  Lin doesn't normally like horror but maybe he had a specific movie in mind.
"Sure." We scamper to the living room and he pops in the movie.
"Oh did you want pretzels or popcorn or??" He asks me.
"Ooo I love pretzels." Lin grabs a big bowl and puts in pretzel snaps, not the sticks those suck.
"Perfect.  Let's see what this movie is." He says and pulls a big fluffy blanket over us.  I mean that's perfect so he can't see if I get a bo-
"Watch the commercials!!! They're the best part!" He screeches at me and I laugh and look at the tv.

          Lin is the guy to never skip the commercials because he likes to watch them.   Can't relate. 
"I need to touch up my makeup." I say quietly and try to get up but Lin grabs my arm and doesn't let me leave.
"nooooooooooooo I need my snuggle buddy here , don't leave me by my lonesome" he complains dramatically.
"Fine I'll just be ugly." I respond salty.
"You aren't uglyyyyyy you are my son ! LOOK AT MY SONNNNN!"
"Ok shhh watch the movie!" I say.
"You watch the movie"
"I was and you weren't"
"I was to"
"Nu uh "
Yu huh"

      We argue and get up in each other's faces.  He boops my nose.
"ihdiehtiwjdhejrhbw watch the movieeee" i scream at him then we crack up. 
"Let's watch the movie for 15 minutes then if it's boring we can watch vine compilations" Lin decides and I agree with him.
"Sounds perfect." I say and we divert our attention to the movie.  I was lost on what was happening and then a clown jumps too close to the screen and I shriek and jump in my seat.

        "The fuck is this movie" I pant.
"It's okay" Lin says pulling me into his arms.
"You are safe here." He whispers and I try to relax but that spiked my anxiety levels for a real one.
"I know but that was a fucking clown" I say and rub at my eyes.
"I'll turn it off" He says and reaches for the remote to turn off the movie.
"Sorry, that really scared me." I mumble .
"It's okay, it's a scary movie for a reason." Lin reassures me.

                "Let's watch vines" he pulls out ( a/n heheheehe) his phone and looks up vine compilations and clicks on the 5th result.
"Road work ahead, uh yeah I sure hope it does." We recite the first one together and laugh.  Halfway through I start feeling sleepy and put my head down on Lins chest. Damn what am I doing. I like this.  I hear his heart beating and his breathing and it soothes all of my previous anxieties. I fight my eyes then let them close but I don't sleep yet.

L i n - m a n u e l

            "Hi welcome to chilis" (a/n rip chilis guy) the guy says then I realize Anthony fell asleep ontop of me.  Awww.  I start feeling cold and pray Anthony is asleep so he can't feel how hard my nipple is.  I'm about to be hard in other ways if he keeps his head on my chest like that. 
        I carefully stand up and rest his head on the little decorative pillow and pull the blanket over him and make sure his toes are covered too.  I fix my ponytail and go to my room to sleep.  I toss and turn for a few minutes.  I couldn't get Anthony out of my mind.  I don't think he likes me so I really need to stop thinking about him.  I eventually fall asleep thinking of his sweet face. 
I N  L I N S  D R E A M S
Anthony's hand got tangled through my hair and tugged a bit so I moved my hand against his lower body faster and faster.  His mewls motivated my speed and he moaned out. "I'm gonna-

R E A L  L I F E
             I wake up with a boner and groan, he's literally in my house and I'm having a wet dream about him.  Am I a teenager or something???
I tuck my boner away from my body so it's not very noticeable and creep towards the living room.  He's still asleep, I can deal with my *cough* issue or I can wake him up so I can have privacy or I can take a cold shower.  I don't have a choice as Anthony yawns and wakes up.
   
          "I wasn't watching you sleep, I just walked out here" I say right away.
"When did I fall asleep?" He asks and rubs his eyes.
"In the middle of the vine compilation , I thought it would be better to let you sleep than to wake you up" I defend myself in case he's upset.
"Oh thanks.  Sorry for falling asleep during our hang out."
"I was tired too." I lie so he doesn't feel bad. 
         I felt my pants slip to one side a little and pray Anthony can't see my problem *cringe cough cough*.
"Oh uh Lin I don't want to make anything weird but I can uh help you with that if you want" he says and my face goes red immediately.
"I-I uh yes please." I say and he smirks.
"Come over here." He licks his lips.
Oh my.