Out From Hiding

First Time pt 1

Anthony
Ok , I'm a virgin. I haven't had sex and honestly ..I don't even think about it much. I mean I'm gay and I always knew I wanted to bottom but now that I have the chance to, I'm nervous. I always thought that my first time would be romantic with flowers and lingerie and candles and soft kisses.
Not hardcore kinky watersports sex. That was not what I was expecting at all.  I could still make it romantic though.  I had to, I had to make this memorable. 
"Can we just take a break for an hour , I need to do something." I ask , awkwardly as always.
"Yeah" Lin says, he looked so dazed that he almost looked high.(a/n say no to drugs my dudes)
"Im just gonna change into something comfortable so this can be more romantic." I say and blush at the thought I was conjuring up.
"Ok, I'll be here" He jokes and I smile, too nervous to laugh.

I awkwardly stumble to my bedroom and look in the back of my closet for something , anything to wear . I see lots of shirts that fell off their hanger and a dress that I bought but never wore. Then I found it . My best friend , Lola , bought it for me when I came out to her . A whole box of Victoria Secret lingerie and cute pyjama sets. (A/n I keep spelling 'pyjama' like 'Pajama' both look wrong tho lmao)

I felt like I was doing something that I wasn't supposed to as I slipped on a black lacy lingerie set. With garters wink wink. I looked in the mirror and tried to believe that I looked sexy but all I saw was my freckles and chubby areas. I sigh and think about my options. Take it off, wear it anyways, just not have sex now.
"Fuck" I turn and see Lin in the doorway, biting his lip like a f***b**. (A/N blocked it out to keep away the f-b*** lol)
"I wasn't , um I didn't" I am so embarrassed I could literally die.
"Hey, shhh look at me." I flicker my eyes back to his and he has a gentle glimmer in them.
"I want to fuck you in this." He says , ruining the romance . (A/N heck Lin , you slut)
"I'm just feeling a bit insecure." I admit, communication is what all relationships are built upon.  The foundation of our love was that we have meaningful conversations.
"Aw, I'm sorry that you feel that way.  You look beautiful to me.  Babygirl."  He whispered the last word into my ear LIKE A FUCCBOI but it made me blush anyways.
"Well, what are we waiting for?" I ask, suddenly eager to experience this new activity that me and Lin might be able to enjoy for years to come .  (A/N cum actually lmaooo I'm so funny vote for this chapter)
"Your consent" Lin answers me seriously.
"Oh, uh, Lin Manuel Miranda , I give you permission to wreck me in any way you see fit." I respond and slide my hand to his upper thigh.  His breathing becomes slightly irregular at once.
"Ok, Anthony Ramos Martinez, I give you the upmost permission to take my cock like a good girl." Lin couldn't be sexier at this point.  Heart eyes motherfucker. 
"Can I say babygirl?  Or is that uncomfortable for you?"
"Yes, I like when you call me babygirl.  I'm your good girl.  Especially in bed." I murmur. 
"I'm going to undress you be good, babygirl" he warned and started tugging on my bra so I would turn around for him to unclip it. 
"Lay down" He orders so I hop onto the bed and lay on my stomach.
"Before we start, lemme jiggle" Lin says and jiggles my butt causing me to giggle like a little girl.
"Hey" I chuckle at him and he raises his eyebrows .
"Let's get my clothes off and we'll see what happens."