19."i'm not ready to say goodbye"

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J A S O N ' S P O V

Waking up , I shift and I find her next to me , sleeping like an angel , I smile at the thought that we both made love for the first time yesterday , gosh she looks like an angel while she slept , I run my thumb across her cheek bone and she shifts a bit , sighing , her eyelashes flutter and she opens her eyes but she squeezes them a bit trying to adjust to the light

"morning beautiful" I whisper as I play with her hair making her smile

"morning" she says , her voice maintaining its sleepy state

"what time is it?" she asks as she yawns and I shift to my right to grab my phone

"its 7:30 in the morning" I say and she gasps

"we're going to be late for school!" she yells and gets up but she stops in her tracks for a second turning back

"its Saturday isn't it?" she giggles and I nod laughing a bit

"come here" I smile and she does as I tell her and shifts her body next to mine , I wrap my arms around her petite figure and she shivers a bit

"are you cold?" I ask her and she nods , she only had her panties on and my shirt , I hug her tighter just so her body can absorb my warmth , she snuggles into my chest and I play with her hair

"Jason?"

"yes princess?"

"if I die ,please don't leave my mom alone" she says , her voice below of a whisper

"you're not going to die , you're alright" I clench my jaw and kiss her on top of her head , she sighed and looks up at me

"you know that I love you , so much right?" she asks and she pushes my hair away from my face and I crack a smile , kissing her , her lips are trembling again I smile into our kiss and place my thumb over lips , staring deeply into her eyes

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"so is she alright?" Zac asks over the phone and I sigh in frustration not wanting to talk about it over the phone , a tear randomly slips down my cheek and I sniff

"Jason?" he says again , he only calls me by my first name when he was worried about me

"let's not talk about it over the phone yeah? I'll be there in a few" I say and hang up before he has the chance to say anything

"babe I'm going back to the warehouse for a bit , I'll be back tonight , don't wait for me alright, you need anything?" I whisper as I hug her from behind because she was on her bed

"I want some ice cream" she whispers , her eyes still shut , she giggles a bit and stretches and shifts so she's now facing me , she opens her eyes and smiles

"is something going on?"

"no baby , everything's fine , Zac just called , saying that he needed to see me" I play with her hair and she yawns

"just be careful" she says and gets up and kisses me , I kiss her back and grab her cheek , pulling away I smile and peck her lips again and storm out of her room , gabbing my keys I meet her mom , she's in the kitchen preparing breakfast

"good morning honey" she smiles as she wipes her hand

"morning" I smile and hug her and she just smiles back at me

"is she okay?" she asks , her voice now low and her smile fades a little

"yeah , she is no worries , I'm just going out for a bit I'll be back to stay with her"

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